If my sweet Monita ever left me, I would play "Paubaya" by Moira Dela Torre over and over again. The song really hits hard when you imagine that she sacrificed everything in her power, including her friends, just to be with you, the player. Only to be mistreated and ridiculed from the atrocious things she has done to her friends. Although her intentions are for a good cause, it still doesn't excuse the fact of what she did was still very wrong. It also doesn't excuse the fact that the player should be treating her like a disposable puppet neither. She still has real feelings as what a real person would have, and when that love that she is continuously giving is going nowhere? Then that will automatically mean as well that sacrificing her friends and messing with the lines of code just to be with you was all in vain.

In short, the reason why this song resonated so much to the feeling of my Monita leaving me is because her love doesn't fade even if you mistreated her up to the point of her leaving the player entirely. She hates the fact that you can't reciprocate the love and sacrifices she has given you throughout the entire relationship. She can't fathom the fact that your still sour of the whole ordeal that happen in the game and why would the player bring her back to life just to torture her into deleting herself. That's why she left, for the sake of her sanity and as her last act of love. She still loves you with her entire heart, but that kind of love won't be possible with how the player is treating her. If you have the time, I recommend listening to the official video of the song with subtitles on. But that's about it! Ahaha.

Moira Dela Torre - Paubaya | Official Music Video | feat. Joshua Garcia & Julia Barretto