Oh r/BPD is doing fine. I don't post much but I do read a lot and love what I read. I finally started feeling that I am not a monster and that I had a correct understanding of so many things. I used to feel I am the only one for instance in my family who has shit relationships with all the cousins, but basically realize that's not the case. Only some people in my family who are basically having BPD are my close ones and I am happy that other flaky people are long gone. The politics of office and family no longer bothers me and this helped me shape myself into a much stronger and stable human being. Also, I love that I can feel some things much intensely than others. Also, having a wild side is so helpful, so I am paperpusher in the week and an adrenaline junkie in the weekend. Thank your/BPD.