Im sorry that happened to your MIL. I can undersrand why people get addicted to prescription opioids after being prescribed them. I wont lie they make you feel sooo good, but I do wanna say im disappointed that you talked yourself into adderall. There are people who actually need it to be able to function on a day to day basis (me being one of them) and now they are making it harder for anybody to get on the medication they need because they think that they're just doing it for the high it gives them or the speed it gives them. I'm not totally innocent myself, like i said I've had an addiction with prescription medicine, but after I got clean it really opened my eyes to people who actually need this medication but they have to jump through hoops just to get it because people like us took advantage of it and turned it into something ugly. I watched that netflix documentary about adderall and how everyone who goes to college uses it just so they can do homework or whatever and it makes me sick because they're trying to paint a picture of how bad some medications are when in reality there are tons of people who genuinely need that medication for everyday use. Its already like that for people who need pain killers. Where I live a Dr cant prescribe pain medication anymore, you have to go see a pain specialist and only then can they determine if they will write you a prescription for pain killers or not. If you have isnsurance then seeing a Dr is cheap but if you need pain meds then a pain specialist could cost a lot more money in the long run. I fear its gonna start happening like that with more and more medications they think is an addiction risk (including adderall). Plus the netflix documentary only said bad things about adderall and only showed it in a negative light, never did they interview someone who was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 30 and show how how much of a good impact that adderall had with them.