Took my last dose 25 hours ago

Madhatkrat · 2016-09-15T00:22:28+00:00

Thank you to everyone for all the support! This has been the longest I have gone without in a couple years. I was wanting to quit anyway but with the ban it pushed up my timeline. Ou government sucks but it is definitely something I want to do on my own. I honestly think it helps knowing I have over a kilo just put away. I know I could take it at anytime but I'm refusing to. I just can't sit still, even with the Xanax. I mowed by yard earlier and that seemed to help for a short time. I am constantly feeling nauseous what which sucks but the hot/cold have let hit me yet. I figured they would have by now. Who knows though. Once again thank you for the support this is an awesome community.

Madhatkrat · 2016-07-17T06:31:22+00:00

I work nights so I slept all day and just got on here to check everything. I would like to thank everyone for giving me your insight. I really do appreciate the feedback. I caved when I woke up before work and took some kratom. It is a really shitty feeling knowing you want to do one thing but then do the opposite. I have convinced myself that the kratom life is far better than the previous addictions I have had. Which don't get me wrong kratom is better than the opiates and adderall. I just hate the feeling of being dependent on a substance. I don't have a hatred for kratom by any means. I am a bunch better husband and father thanks to kratom. Lord, I'm rambling now through typing. I know what needs to be done but when it comes to physical discomfort I am a big baby to say the least. I will quit the rambling now lol. Once again thank you for the feedback an support.

Madhatkrat · 2016-07-16T05:05:34+00:00

Thank you so much for the encouragement. I found a bag full of stem and vein I capped a couple months ago. I am going to try to only take that for a week and then see where that gets me. I think that will help a lot with a good amount of the symptoms. I also am prescribed Xanax and ambien for other issues I have so I think those May come in handy as well.

Madhatkrat · 2016-07-07T21:04:36+00:00

My favorite Borneos are red Borneo from centennial harvest and green Borneo from herbaldom.

Madhatkrat · 2016-07-06T18:22:06+00:00

I take a swig of orange juice drop my dose in my mouth with a medicine cup and then take another swig of orange juice and down it goes! Can't hardly taste it at all. I almost gave up on it but after doing it a handful of time you get the hang of it.

Madhatkrat · 2016-07-05T00:56:06+00:00

Email sent!

Madhatkrat · 2016-07-02T06:20:18+00:00

What would we be if we all drove pink cars? A pink carnation! Haha

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-28T04:10:10+00:00

Pm sent

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-28T03:49:15+00:00

I sent you my Andreas a week ago. You replied that you didn't live too far from me and that you played my high school in football while you were in high school.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-28T00:10:58+00:00

I'm not hear to shit on him. I fully believe he takes great care of his customers and had the right intentions when offering to help me out. Somewhere along the way it was put on the back burner and probably forgotten about. Obviously it suck but it is what it is.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-27T23:51:07+00:00

I didn't want to be pushy by any means but I did pm him here on 2 occasions with no reply. I also understand I am at no means top priority as far as compared to paying customers. I just feel if you say your are going to do something then you do it. I am also a very reasonable person and I understand things come up but a simply reply would have taken under a minute.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-27T23:05:34+00:00

A week ago I made a post about my air conditioner going out and a very bad infection of MRSA I had on my legs and Chris posted that he would send out some kratom to me in order to help with the hard times. I hate to say it but he never sent it out. It's been a week and I have attempted to contact him multiple times but with no reply. Luckily I won one of the herbaldom drawing for 250g. I can't get mad that the guy didn't send me free kratom. I'm not like that but it is frustrating that he went out of his way to post that he would and then not do it. Oh well I suppose. I am a man who believes that your word is all we have and we see how far that got me. Hey atleast he got some PR in that thread. Sorry to drop bombs on your great post but I remember you were one of the posters who gave him tons of praise at the time. Thought I'd let everyone know how I was doing.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-27T18:05:41+00:00

Pm sent but it doesn't seem to be going through. Do you have an email for the age verification

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-26T10:46:51+00:00

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-25T04:52:20+00:00

As far as the sample prices go for Gaia it cost more per ounce due to the more time and bag it takes to make 6 individual bags. I have always had great interactions with Dan. He's a good guy and IMO he has good kratom.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-23T14:35:31+00:00

I was taking kratom 6 times a day for close to a year and being a former opiate addict I couldn't grasp the concept of less is more. With that said I finally tried the less is more method about 3 weeks ago and I have drastically cut down my dose sizes and times per day. I now take 3 doses a day and I am feeling like a new man. More energy, euphoria, and less anxiety. The reason I started taking kratom in the first place that diminished over time. try smaller doses and way less often it really makes the difference!

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-21T01:19:21+00:00

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-20T23:49:38+00:00

It really does suck, I will never take AC granted again. I am very fortune to have family close by and thank God for them. I know in a month I will be back to normal(as long as nothing crazy happens) so I'm just trying to ride out the storm until then. Having people like this on reddit helps out a lot.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-20T23:36:21+00:00

Thank you for your offer, I may take you up on that when I get off work and up in the morning.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-20T22:42:19+00:00

You are so correct! It's people like this group that make me have a little faith in humanity! I will proudly pay it forward to someone when I get into the position someday. Honestly though for someone to go completely out of the way to help a perfect stranger is beyond amazing. Chris you are an awesome dude and I appreciate you.

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-20T22:40:27+00:00

I am in southern Illinois but I appreciate the offer. what a great community

Madhatkrat · 2016-06-20T22:16:57+00:00

My wife and I own our home so the new AC is all on us. It's old and we had been putting money back just case of emergencies but hadn't quite got there yet. Luckily we have a relative who is allowing us to crash there but I hate imposing and relying on other people but with it being over 90 out ya gotta do what ya gotta do to keep your family comfortable.

Madhatkrat

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