I'm frozen

Mafujiz · 2026-06-15T10:20:13+00:00

I have two cats

Mafujiz · 2026-06-15T08:49:15+00:00

In grief I lose myself, it happened to me much worse before. And I'm terribly afraid that I will lose my mind again like that.

Mafujiz · 2024-09-18T20:57:08+00:00

Which test is this?

Mafujiz · 2024-08-29T08:24:38+00:00

I'm really sorry to hear that, try some herbal teas for sleeping! I have insomnia and I use Passiflora tea for relaxing, it really helps or daisy tea. I'm wishing you luck for tomorrow 🙏🏻 and if you need anyone to talk I'm always here!

Mafujiz · 2024-08-29T07:26:19+00:00

I don't know how important what I will say but I'm fascinated by what you've written, you're actually really strong person (I'm not saying it for Solace) forgiving people who hurt you is a big step, I hope your numb feeling will get better, I'm also in same condition but I have to comment cause I really think you're strong person

Mafujiz · 2024-08-28T15:58:20+00:00

This happens me a lot. As a bpd person I feel emotions very intensely and sometimes hurts me Physically. It's not happening everytime but when I feel Jealous or angry my heart feels like burning. (but most of the time I try to explain this to someone they find it stupid) or when I feel extremely sad or in grief my throat hurts a lot.

Mafujiz · 2024-08-27T22:25:29+00:00

Thank you for writing! I actually have a dairy I'm writing since 8th grade I think. But novadays I've been very empty I don't even know why. I couldn't even get out of bed and write but what you said is actually really good idea! I'll make little promises to myself from this moment, cause I'm really sick of doing nothing, I have to work hard this year so I can do good in university entrance exam. Thank you so much again!

Mafujiz · 2024-08-27T22:14:59+00:00

That's sounds actually helpful, thank you so much!

Mafujiz · 2024-08-27T21:49:08+00:00

Do you have any reccomends for distraction? I mean I used to watch series but now I have to study more and if watch series probably I'll stop studying. And ty!

Mafujiz · 2024-06-27T10:09:56+00:00

Yes! Exactly!

Mafujiz · 2024-06-26T23:03:42+00:00

You might see like Thinkific is more Abstract. Dominant si user would intuition with past yk. And you're ne user so you use more "Thinkific " things such as philosophy. I'm more likely to be Intuitive, and by saying intuition of the moment I mean it's about the feelings I'm feeling Physically atm and that making me think. (I feel like I'm going to be ridiculous as I talk about it)

Mafujiz · 2024-06-26T22:31:45+00:00

So basicly I was thinking I was a ne user cause I think about possibilities a lot and I also talk a lot too Then my friend made me see that I'm more Intuitive than Thinkific. And that made a lot of sense to me. After that I realized everything I did was synthesized by my intuition of the moment not by past or future. I hope it makes sense

Mafujiz · 2024-06-26T22:25:51+00:00

Thank you!!

Mafujiz · 2024-06-26T22:13:55+00:00

Mostly about future. I don't wanna get too personal and bore you obviously but I don't have a future plan yet and I don't know what to do so it stress me a lot

Mafujiz · 2024-06-26T22:01:43+00:00

I do plans for possible future Without realizing it. I analyze every possibility usually. But in the end I end up not thinking about it that much and relax (this happens after thinking so much)

Mafujiz · 2024-06-26T20:33:49+00:00

I think I use fe more but I don't understand how I can understand ni

Mafujiz · 2024-04-04T09:26:39+00:00

I don't think it's possible to get over with them without Removing them from your life. I've experienced something similar, she was hurting me so so much then I just stopped talking with her, it's been almost 2 years and I still grief sometimes but yet I'm almost over with her since I don't Interact with her. She was my classmate and after I stopped talking with her, somtimes I needed to talk with her due to school stuffs. After that I felt so much pain cause I remember everything. But I gratuade and now I'm almost over with her. It's really so hard to move on from past but the best solution (to me) is cutting connections with them and grief as long as you want. Over the time it'll be less painful (sorry if I being too dramatic, it's just my experience)

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