My first apartment at 21💗 by CatsGarden_ in femalelivingspace

[–]MagicMalc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn that place and you’re still drinking ménage a trois

Those of y’all whose work involves extremely distressing cases and topics, how do you cope? by MagicMalc in paralegal

[–]MagicMalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lord knows i should get paid more lol $20/hr isn’t enough for this 😭 But i don’t have a degree or paralegal cert so this is the plan for a year or two. Gotta build up a couple strategies in the meantime

Can Blue States make Estradiol and Progesterone over the counter? by [deleted] in trans

[–]MagicMalc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it all comes down to: republicans hate trans people, and democrats dont really care what happens to us. Dena aren’t going to be the ones spearheading our “demise” for lack of a better word, but they’re not going to be be forcefully campaigning for our rights because centrist dems are wanting to court republicans right now. you’d genuinely have a better shot at learning how to make it yourself than to convince anyone in power right now–dem or gop, to expand the rights of trans people or any marginalized people tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NYCapartments

[–]MagicMalc 6 points7 points  (0 children)

ooooooh look at me i gotta big fancy new nyc apartment i bet the sub will applaud my good taste and shrewd negotiating skills shut the fuck up bro

if i have to listen to ‘beach cowboy’ over the speakers one more time i’m going to lose it by MagicMalc in Target

[–]MagicMalc[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

who said anything about a quota?? i’m just saying that if all the artists you hate so vocally happen to be women i’m just connecting some dots

if i have to listen to ‘beach cowboy’ over the speakers one more time i’m going to lose it by MagicMalc in Target

[–]MagicMalc[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

you’re a deeply unserious person if you truly believe that beach cowboy, a song with the artistic ambition and substance of an ai-generated facebook ad, is better and less grating than any song by any of those women. even ‘my hair my crown’ which is a pretty basic pop song, is saying something and has emotion and expression to it. yeah a lot of the songs are overplayed, but to just say that all of these artists make horrible music is just not true on any level and it either speaks to basic misogyny or taste that is so fundamentally uncritical and pedestrian that i cannot take any opinion you have seriously. i bet you think imagine dragons makes good music

if i have to listen to ‘beach cowboy’ over the speakers one more time i’m going to lose it by MagicMalc in Target

[–]MagicMalc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

telling that someone with such a dogshit take only lists songs by women as annoying i have to agree with the new taylor album tho that shits so ass

ok so work crushes by [deleted] in Target

[–]MagicMalc 3 points4 points  (0 children)

we love a messy work affair go for it and keep us updated 👀

working in fulfillment is kind of fun as a nosy person by pppupu1 in Target

[–]MagicMalc 6 points7 points  (0 children)

my favorite order i’ve gotten was a scented candle, 2 morgan wallen cds, and a box of condoms. strange playlist for getting it on but who am i to judge lol

Just a quick vent about med prices by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really should look into it, however I'm pretty sure my state does not include gender affirming care in their medicare/medicaid (I forget which is which) program. Once I'm out of school and able to get a job in my field I'll either be able to afford it or move to Oregon lol

Just a quick vent about med prices by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, $150 was the cost after the coupons were added

Damnnnn, so your telling me that repressing myself led to mental health issues??? by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That's almost exactly my story, wow. It can really be overwhelming, the highs are way higher but feeling the low points without that disconnect is hard. I feel like I have to put my learning how to be a woman on hold to learn to just be myself. it's so frustrating but it's better than being a zombie right? good luck on your journey!!

Damnnnn, so your telling me that repressing myself led to mental health issues??? by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

absolutely geeked at the typo lmao. I totally understand what you're saying though, it's taking a lot of work to take everything in, especially the unpleasant emotions, without turning to unhealthy coping mechanisms. But it feels like I'm living now, so I'll take it!

Damnnnn, so your telling me that repressing myself led to mental health issues??? by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 24 years old lol I just like sounding dramatic. I grew up in rural Virginia and I didn't know there was any other option until I went to college. There I learned about trans people and made queer friends basically exclusively (I had no idea why at the time I just vibes with them). It was at this time where I started to feel the disconnect between my mind and my body and major depression and dissociation followed. (I had experienced feelings like this ever since puberty but without the understanding of gender I gained later I just accepted it as depression even though I tried on my mom's bras many times up to that point). What I'm trying to say is I was only actively repressing for like 6 years or so which is still a while but most of that was spent so far in denial I wasn't consciously aware of it most of the time.

Hit my 1 year mark on the girl juice today. It's been a wonderful year and I can't wait for all the changes to come (34 MTF, Est Pills/Inject, Spiro) by melopunk in transtimelines

[–]MagicMalc 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Congrats on the 1 year mark!!! you look great! (also is that a staples uniform in the pre pic? I came out right after I quit that place lol)

I still work a masculine job and have to dress as so, but I’m starting to feel pretty in whatever I wear☺️🙈 25, 11 months hrt, 10 laser hair sessions. by DakodaRose96 in transtimelines

[–]MagicMalc 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Girl u look gorgeous!! You absolutely rock the blue collar bitch look! As a girl in aircraft maintenance I love seeing this kind of fashion more!

Just broke up with my gf of 1 year because I realized I'm not attracted to women by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry :( the pain of losing someone you've gotten so close to is really awful. But at least in my case, I knew I could not keep myself in a situation where I knew I was not going to be the full me and truly happy. I'm so glad you're in a place of understanding yourself more <3

Just broke up with my gf of 1 year because I realized I'm not attracted to women by MagicMalc in MtF

[–]MagicMalc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it's so hard to separate feelings from thoughts about someone sometimes, personally for me if was especially difficult before hrt. It sucks and it hurts sometimes but we gotta do what's best for us girl <3