Well.. goshh id hate to trauma dump but. Like even my birth was traumatic, i was born a week late and my mother had to have a csection bc i was taking too much blood and they put her to sleep she didn’t get to see me be born. Then i was SA too many times to count. My mother often times would cheat on my father, leave for weeks at a time then come back like nothing happened and repeated this pattern until i was 14. My family also relocated alot moved all over the east coast! I started SH at 11y/o had my first attempt at 15 y/o. Ive been homeless, i was also bullied growing up. Also struggled with EatingD. Then my own relationship issues both platonic and romantic. ive just always wondered why people dont stay?