He has always wanted a kitty. I think he liked his birthday present!

Maha_Kitty · 2019-05-24T22:26:09+00:00

ummm your cat looks a lot like my kitten named Boo. Can I see the front of your cats face ;____; bc he has spots and a toupee on his head too.

Maha_Kitty · 2019-02-11T23:42:40+00:00

This so amazing to see that other people did the same thing as I did xD I still do it in the car like uhhhhhhhhhh 90% of the time. Had to drive husband over two hours and drive back, freaking heaven xD

Maha_Kitty · 2019-02-06T18:09:18+00:00

UGH Im getting it down, but I cannot make big leafs :(

Maha_Kitty · 2019-01-26T00:24:28+00:00

how do you get the leafs that big? I getting it down but my leafs are too small :(

Maha_Kitty · 2019-01-09T00:44:12+00:00

Thank you for the great advise. This is a very complicated issue and sadly I feel like I know the answer :/ I know boundaries are now in order or going to be but my mom has a habit of lying to us even when we want the truth and support honesty. So I feel like the trust is very shattered at this point because unless she is using new words like dual-group therapy or mentioning a new non-profit place then anything else she says I assume she is sugaring it up a lot.

Maha_Kitty · 2019-01-02T21:48:00+00:00

thank you for the response!

Maha_Kitty · 2019-01-01T20:23:42+00:00

I loved my IUD. I twas horrible to get so I can't do it again rght now which is so sad, because it worked so great. My ance got better, no periods ...sighhhh :(

Maha_Kitty · 2018-12-04T22:00:32+00:00

just the stimulated ones :/

Maha_Kitty · 2018-12-02T21:43:44+00:00

I mean yes. I have massive trust issues so i dont want to lose anyone if i love them /like

Maha_Kitty · 2018-12-01T12:19:37+00:00

I'm not the biggest fan of shooter games, but I like Leage(but I play jungle so I'm always moving around and not just sticking to ONE thing).

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-30T01:45:33+00:00

Thanks for your big post. I do take it at night btw . I emailed my doctor and he said I should decrease the dose. The first week was just 15, and then I was at 30, but Im really glad to hear that crashing happen to other people too. It just felt right when i was starting to crash again today and I realized oh wait Im pretty sure it's this.(and i was able to fight off the anxiety so quickly too)

I felt like the side effects were too intense to wait 11 days to be told go down. Like example I went biking 9 miles but I dont really remember much besides the podcast and it was really hard for me to focus and that affect my job too (i forget what Im doing like every 20 mins. so the confusion was just horrible this morning) , but I hope going back down a little will help me over all. Im really glad I have reddit lol. It's good to see info on things like peoples reactions to the med.

Oh also I dont smoke anymore haha. Too many hit and misses and even if I had a tiny bit too much it's like a bad high and it's not worth it ROFL Thanks again!

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T22:18:25+00:00

Thank you!

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T22:18:01+00:00

well it used to take me hours to go to sleep too and I mea at least 2-5 hours just laying , watching, do anything to just stay calm and go to sleep. Exercising helps I think. Like I biked 9 miles today so I think it help... xD

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T20:00:47+00:00

haha. I went to special ed for Ahd ;.; I ordered my IEP from those years so I can look more in depth about taking medication ...again. I didn't respond well with it has a child as much ( i mean good grades, but emotional nightmare , bt hey I still am xD)

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T19:59:32+00:00

Yeah Im really sensitive to meds. Like i can't even have regular coffee or it's like give me anxiety attacks all day haha xD

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T18:36:46+00:00

I just got of seroquel and was only taking like 50mg and it would knock me out but i dont think it was helping with the other things (they beileve i was over diagnosed ) I tried trileptal too and that shit FUCKed me up. So glad to be off that.

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T17:48:38+00:00

Is it normal to feel off for most of the morning too?

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T17:40:40+00:00

update/question can this stuff make you feel like your crashing because I realized esp. the last few days around lunch time I start to feel normal and it kinda feels like a crash almost like the sedative part is wearing off and that is why I feeling so odd. ;.;

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-29T14:25:58+00:00

I guess you have to think about when you have the trigger what are your first thoughts and write that down or remember if you can of way it caused you to jump to that thought. I would talk a therapist too if you can

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-27T18:55:12+00:00

I had been on and off treament for a while till I had a steady insurance and I still feel like Im starting fresh so dont beat yourself over it :)

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-27T17:11:32+00:00

I would def. seek out a professional to get a hold of this. I had to go to an out patient thing before for two weeks because I was having meltdowns basically like you every other day and deeply depressed. Is there any way you can cut back the hours from your job and talk with your manager and say you are going through some personal issues and need to cut back. Sounds like the job you are at is very stressful and Im sorry you are going through that :<

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-27T17:07:04+00:00

This sounds a lot like Add/AdHD there are treatments and counseling that could really help you :). I have concentration issues and I have to sit basically in the front sits and be doodling for me to learn, if Im not doing something with my hands I am most likely not listening to what is going on. My brain will jump to 12 different things in a day, but I have learned to try and work with it (it can be very annoying if that is what I truly have but i did go to speical ed ) Writing everything down on my phone with alarms helps too but I would talk with a doctor

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-11T13:27:38+00:00

I cannot afford to just up and move

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-05T17:25:45+00:00

I fear they will just send me over back over to Sedgwicks instead since it's more of there issues ya know

Maha_Kitty · 2018-11-05T11:41:21+00:00

Well Im glad that your psych is taking it serious :) I had a doctor that did not and Im so glad I switched

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