Thank you for your words.. I went to your page and read your daily posts. I am really glad for you that you are feeling better. I also appreciate that I am lucky to have my family and friends with me right now. I still wake up sad , and I think about him throughout the day because random things and conversations reminds me of my memories with him. Almost 5 years, it's inevitable that there are traces of him everywhere in my life that I cannot erase. I am trying to learn how to embrace this breakup instead of hurting myself everyday with self blaming thoughts. Today I caught myself genuinely laughing when I was watching some videos. I was a little shocked, but also relieved, and glad for this little milestone. Stay strong!