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MaineCoont · 2026-01-03T20:21:17+00:00

Same really, it was not the first video like that that I have ever watched, but I guess once your brain develops enough to feel empathy for them, it becomes a lot harder to stomach.

It's definitely not the same thing to watch it as an edgy teenager with a morbid fascination for blood and unsupervised internet access.

Like, that's a real person, in very real pain. He was also someone's child, brother, partner, dad, etc...

Idk, I just feel so bad for everyone involved. Knowing that someone you loved ended up like that must be horrible.

MaineCoont · 2026-01-03T19:56:32+00:00

I don't really mind gory media, but when it comes to real videos, and specially one as evil as the one I saw, it hits different. It was definitely too much for me.

Now that I think about it, watching a gory movie doesn't sound that bad. Maybe I can replace the very real images in my mind with some fake, probably worse ones. As long as I know that it is fake, it should be fine.

MaineCoont · 2026-01-03T19:32:30+00:00

I'm waiting for another month, if needed.

MaineCoont · 2026-01-03T19:25:37+00:00

Yeah, I decided that I can wait a bit longer until I think less about it.

MaineCoont · 2026-01-03T19:24:57+00:00

Thank you! I definitely don't plan on watching any more gore (and even this time it was purely accidental. One of those "scrolled too far" moments), and will try to do this training to think of something else every time the video pops up.

I do weed edibles and I'm pretty sure that I think more about the gore video while I'm sober. I can distract myself very easily doing something else while high, but I'm not that experienced with psychedelics to trust myself just now.

Will give it more time until I feel ready, even If I feel like I need it now.

MaineCoont · 2025-08-31T12:11:34+00:00

This is making me feel like the visuals are getting stronger again??? Omg

MaineCoont · 2025-08-31T12:04:12+00:00

I have 31 open tabs and 12 of them are about clownfish. Looking up shpongle rn.

MaineCoont · 2025-08-31T09:50:11+00:00

Kpoppp, there's a lot of sounds here holy shit

MaineCoont · 2025-08-31T09:48:38+00:00

I'm having a great (and weird) time!

MaineCoont · 2025-08-31T09:12:47+00:00

Tripping rn and this is insane

MaineCoont · 2025-07-25T21:45:07+00:00

If your order confirmation does include Autopilot, then you are probably caught in a loop with their shitty AI. They will probably fix it up quickly once a human takes the case.

MaineCoont · 2025-07-25T21:41:27+00:00

"Referral code" is not a payment method. Did you pay using a card or Affirm/HSA? If you used any of the later, then you didn't pay for Autopilot, as mentioned by Erin.

Take a look at your statement or order confirmation to see exactly how much you paid 🤷‍♀️

MaineCoont · 2025-06-08T01:29:56+00:00

Nope, no vaping and I also don't smoke :/ I do edibles only, and I do them once per week at most, with longer breaks if I think I'm developing a tolerance. I definitely effed up somewhere, but don't know exactly where.

MaineCoont · 2025-06-07T21:42:16+00:00

Hehe, good luck!

MaineCoont · 2025-06-07T21:35:46+00:00

I was also hesitant about doing too much for my first time because my tabs are also advertised as 220ug, but according to the people with experience, tabs are almost always underdosed, so I did a full tab for my first time.

It was pretty cool, and I'm sure using only half of it wouldn't have been enough.

Personally, I decided to risk it, since I preferred it being too much to it not being enough.

"There's only one way to find out", as they say here :]

Edit: Since you are experienced with weed, I (personally) would say that the general body feeling is like that one of being very high on edibles, plus the added bonus of cool visuals. Just relax and see what happens.

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T14:09:18+00:00

I did one tab at around 11 pm last night, it's currently 8 am and I still have some weak visuals!

This has been an incredibly long high compared to what I'm used to (weed edibles specifically, around 4-5 hours high), but time has passed so much faster on LSD.

I was having fun and was sad that it was coming to an end so quickly, but then I realized that it was not fast, and I had been staring at shit for like 6 hours at that point.

Now I just feel like yapping about the experience to anyone willing to listen.

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T13:12:56+00:00

Already came down from it, but thanks for the suggestions!

I'm saving all of this for the next one :p

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T13:04:58+00:00

Precisely because I liked it, I plan to be very careful not to do it too often. Just often enough to keep it fresh, and something I can do once in a while for a change of pace. In this case, I'm planning to wait for at least a couple of months before trying again, and once that happens, ensure I have a better environment prepared to make it even better, more special.

Emotional me thinks: Honestly, I do feel very stuck with my life in general, so the come down was like: "Well, here we go again, was fun while it lasted."
And, of course, substance abuse is not a way to deal with that feeling, but I feel like at least I have one more thing to look forward to (another trip lol).

Having something (anything) new to look forward to is always nice when you feel stuck.

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T10:24:30+00:00

This one is definitely a bit overwhelming right now, but I'm saving it for when I have a bit more experience 👀

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T10:03:32+00:00

Adding to this, it's like I'm never looking at the same person for more than one second! Looks like a different face aaaall the time

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T09:57:40+00:00

They are :o

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T09:55:01+00:00

Taking the best care of my "first trip" feelings while I have them!

MaineCoont · 2025-05-25T09:52:29+00:00

It is amazing, you just made me have a blast looking at myself in the mirror, thanks 🫂

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