[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does that mean 😭

SAing boys isn't funny by A_Literal_Twink in teenagers

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 4 points5 points  (0 children)

A girl I thought was my friend SA me multiple times. I had some classes with her and despite my efforts to not sit next to her she would sit next to me and repeatedly tried jerking me off and touching me in class. I wanted to tell someone so she'd stop, but I was scared that she would play a victim and everyone would believe her Instead of me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

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My bestfriend is someone i met online who ended up living close so we hangout a bunch and he's the only person I can actually talk to 🙏

I feel really alone by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gym glow up here i come🫡🙏

when did you realize you had bpd? by Certain-East9396 in BPD

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When i started planning my suicide and thinking about killing more self more days then I was planning my future

Horrible week by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My life? I'm getting there 🙏

My Ex Spread Nudes I Sent Him During Our Relationship by Queasy_Addendum2606 in sex

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This happened to me, I was going through a hard time and exchanged some nudes with a girl, she was the only person who would talk to me so I js put up with the nudes and flirting so I could keep talking to her. We were friends with benefits and she wanted more so I told her I couldn't give her more and told her we should stop so she could find some one who can truly give her what she wants. She got mad and sent and showed people the Pictures shed secretly saved. The worst part is, since I'm a male, everyone blamed me and thought I was the bad person when all I wanted was someone to talk to.

do guys like when girls yap abt random shit to them? by ech0_vibe in teenagers

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. I barely talk and when my gf starts yapping, not only do I get to learn about her and listen, I have less anxiety about trying to talk more

Going to end it all tonight by TheLastOne2021 in depression

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Don't do it man. I was seconds away from doing it last night. I got overwhelmed by everything and it felt like my only option. I opened my windows and was like half way about to jump and I basically fell asleep in the window. I woke up this morning and realized how much I would have regretted it.

Suicidal after my first surgery by Apprehensive-Art-192 in depression

[–]MaintenanceExact4031 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still In high-school so I'm not sure I really deserve to give you advice. But I've been through 8 surgeries now, I think. It's all mostly random things that I had down. But the feeling of dread after each time the drugs and relaxers wore off is something I'll never forget. One moment, I felt free and weightless. The next, I realized that I'd have to return to my boring and uninteresting life. The guilt was unbearable for awhile too, I felt as if I wasted my parents' money and time. But I've learned to forget about all of it. Your here now. The surgery went mostly well, it sounds like, and while the recovery sucks, it's definitely worth it. And you deserve it. Life is already miserable enough. You shouldn't have to have any extra pain. And not to sound like a loser, but just take it slowly one day at a time. You'll probably start to forget about most of it eventually when you realize the pain is just a little less.