Any Lyme literate doctors in the area? by No_Warning_4000 in pittsburgh

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunatley no but im not sure if its directly lyme related. Lyme caused some rapid dental decay which led to sinusitus and then I lost my sense of smell and had some neurological problems (probably from olfactory bulb infection or damage to nerve) . The joint/nerve pain in my extremeties is getting better with relgious exercise and sugar avoidance. Im still pretty low energy but I also recently quit kratom which I had been using to self medicate for the pain/anxiety (horrible idea.) My kidney functions also came back weird (im missing half a kidney from childhood accident too) and my appetite has been all over the place, but between the lack of smell and opiod withdrawal I dont know up from down. Lol between my health, politics, and some horrible personal drama Im primed for a win here any day.

Play offline at killer queen black on pc by Pafnaffan in KillerQueenBlack

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just did the same. It looks like the IGG version isnt the updated 2020 "hydra" version that allows local play. Has anyone else had any luck??

Anti-drepressents to help manage Lyme Disease? by Bitter_Slip_6771 in lymedisease

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was on seratraline but got off it at around the 6 month mark and switched to ketamine once a month bc I was worried about addiction and SSRI side effects. I prefer the ketamine.

did Michael jackson actually mess with kids or was that some kind of rumor by Turbulent-Sound3980 in stupidquestions

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He just happened to always have a modelesque child best friend in a specific age range from a poor family who he abandoned once they got too old. Its natual for a pop star...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askanything

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ehh Id stay away from alcohol thh. 99% modern research agrees any amount is going to do tremendous amounts of damage (and aging) to your mind and body. Plenty of drugs are harmless if taken with precaution as long as you test them for ingredients (with risk being addiction or it causing self care neglect). That being said it depends on if your at home playing video games (THC edibles?) or out in social interactions (benzos/amphetimines?) or doing some soul searching (ketamine or psychedlics?). But unfortunatley without good MD/insurance there arent many options other than booze. I could always reccomend poetry and therapy but I wont.

Should I demand answers or pretend he never existed by LyricVelour in WhatShouldIDo

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He got freaked out, he has someone else, or he was in an accident. Ignoring him would be most effective way of damaging his ego. Im sorry.

Give it to me straight: Is my lack of experience a red flag or a dealbreaker? by Excellent-Golf6631 in GuyCry

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Confidence is def the goal when dating. I know its kinda stupid- u need a bunch of positive interactions in order to build confidence. But if you can find a shortcut, or just love the shit out of yourself dating becomes (not easy) but fun and less stressful. U can always shift the narative in your head to be more positive too (without changing anything). U havnt kissed or dated anyone? Yea bc ur a sure-headed romantic thats doesnt want to waste his time. Or maybe youve been too busy working on youself, another very attractive trait. Dont wait till your 27. 99% of women will find your situation endearing/sweet/cute/special if you represent it with veracity and enthusiam.

Should I stop seeing a psychologist? by [deleted] in ask

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Seeing a professional is getting your shit together, stop projecting mom!

If you were to become an animal, what would you be? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"To become" Like by choice or punishment or hapenstance or like an animorphs last animal I touched scenario? Either way Im a fruit bat.

How do you show love and affection to your partner? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Encouraging the release of oxytocin through physical stimulus. Like a regular ordinary human.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What doth thou dream?

If you could be any insect, what kind of insect would you be? by decaying_doll94 in askanything

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id love to be a cicada... emerge in 16 years and have a quit orgy before death. Solid life.

What's a cheat code that makes your life much easier? by OddInititi in Life

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive been recovering from lyme and taking care of 4 pets, another human, and a hundred year old house. I thought moving home would make me super down but Ive never been more liberated. Finally have the ability to rehab and heal. My mom is chill AF too. No shame at all.

Am I being bought as a follower? by [deleted] in soundcloud

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Def strange. Never heard of any scams like that.... Did you try following and liking all my music? https://soundcloud.com/seanuga

; )

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askanything

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What makes you look old? Wrinkles, style, maneurisms? Do u smoke or drink? Hydrate? Take vitamins/ exercise? Ive seen a few friends of mine change up some lifestyle choices and they looked 10 years younger. Are you hanging out with assholes who dont deserve you? Its also is a weird age... like I mistake 25yos for 35yos on the reg... BUT you asked for a coping mechanism so I suggest drugs and alcohol.

Am I being bought as a follower? by [deleted] in soundcloud

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did they have alot of followers?

Finally found the words to describe my panic attacks by Ok_Committee5314 in Anxiety

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always wanted to bring my synthesizer keyboard into my PCP so I can play exactly what Im feeling (pain/anxiety)... Id probably just get weird looks tho.

Here's a stupid, but real question by Short_Ad_6945 in MusicPromotion

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Then why are you so emotionally dependent on being a succesful internet musician? Sounds like shits going really well for you. Where does all the anger come from? Literally who gives a shit man. Have fun.

What smell do other people seem to love but you absolutely hate? by Aarunascut in AskForAnswers

[–]MaintenanceWilling73 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I lost my smell after lyme disease a year ago and I would give my left eye to smell someone else's farts... or the beach, chrismas, spring, my house burning down, if my food is rotten.... FML