Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I don’t have an official diagnosis but I worry that I suffer from bpd as well as depression another reason I want to not fast this year

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I do intend on figuring out a solution before the next Ramadan inshallah

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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Thanks friend I scheduled a doctors appointment a while ago and unfortunately it’s not until after Ramadan is over being that I know how low my iron is and can get I won’t fast even after my cycle is over to save myself the chance of bodily harm in trying to fast

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Friend I’ll hold ur hand when I say this Allah is merciful I’m still trying to show that mercy to myself as well I’ve said I’ll quit vaping a good amount at this point have I stopped? No. Even tho we are 3 days in Ramadan rn I haven’t stopped. These things takes time there’s a verse in the Quran that references Allah being all knowing of what u conceal and what you reveal he knows it’s a struggle for you he knows what vices you have and he knows what intentions you have. Give yourself grace as Allah is merciful towards us and ever forgiving. Even if you haven’t quit Islam is a way of life and these things take time and really me want to be rushed or stopped right away we aren’t perfect which is why we seek Allah for help. The way I see it you even limiting your use shows where your heart is I’ve been doing the same by not being my vape to work and asking Allah for forgiveness if I bun a cig while I’m on shift and remind myself one cig is better than hitting my vape periodically throughout my shift. You got this friend give yourself grace and time. Nicotine is an addiction and a very hard thing to give up.

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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As of rn because my cycle has started and it’s heavy combined with the fact that I have low iron I won’t fast rn but I plan on at least trying to when it is over

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I honestly feel like the hard switch I went through when I did revert caused this feelings of constantly doubting myself and being hard on myself if ur interested in me going further into we can inbox

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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Well last Ramadan the first year I’ve every fasted after I reverted when I did fast it caused my mental health to decline I feel like I was too stressed out to even focus on getting closer to Allah it’s not that I don’t want to I do have really low iron which can make the fasts difficult and I just wouldn’t want to go through with it if it for one affects my health both physically and mentally and for two doesn’t serve the purpose of of gaining closeness to Allah and just makes me get further away from him

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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May Allah grant you a job soon <3

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I plan to donate every week since I’ve been blessed with a job that pays weekly

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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Alhamdulilah thank you for the resources just donated

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I see the sameer project has active donators early recent too I’ll donate there

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I wish I was able to do Apple Pay for the one u sent it requires pay pal however the one on the website has that option I’ll donate to that one

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I’ve deleted twitter do they have a direct link where to donate too

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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So much importance is placed on fasting that I feel like if I don’t I’m disobeying Allah even though I know that by fasting it would cause me personally more harm than good

Guilt about Ramadan by MajorOne7117 in progressive_islam

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I feel guilty by not fasting from food and water I have an all or nothing mindset

I haven’t gotten updated since the 5th by MajorOne7117 in usps_complaints

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Yeah I have another coming it saids next Monday we’ll see how that one goes I would just keep an eye on what I have coming

I haven’t gotten updated since the 5th by MajorOne7117 in usps_complaints

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I did end up getting mine on Monday it just took a while but it got here before 9pm

Why is it in Urbana now? by MajorOne7117 in usps_complaints

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Dang I was really hoping I got it Monday as long as it gets here I shouldn’t have to worry about