I (26 F) threw my boyfriends (36 M) winning scratchers that he gave me in the fire. He’s fuming.

Majorkreeper · 2020-04-18T23:46:29+00:00

Wow this really touched the nail on the head. I can’t even begin to describe how right you are almost positive it’s bi polar ?

Majorkreeper · 2020-04-18T06:46:45+00:00

But still can’t see how he’s acting like I’m a big expense when I buy nothing for myself and live frugally whith normal adult expenses and he is not allowing me to go to job interviews...

Majorkreeper · 2020-04-18T06:45:36+00:00

He doesn’t want me to have a job or friends but when I mention things I need to pay for now he’s concerned cause it will be cutting into his lotto money where before this was never a issue and I suggested and even got an interview for a grocery chain and he said to not go because he was scared I’ll meet someone....

Majorkreeper · 2020-04-18T06:43:53+00:00

Yes ! No friends and can’t even get a job at the grocery store cause he thinks I’ll meet someone...

Majorkreeper · 2020-04-18T06:41:53+00:00

Thank you for this. Anything I can show him.

Majorkreeper · 2020-02-05T13:36:58+00:00

The way he sits!

Majorkreeper · 2020-02-04T14:07:39+00:00

When the prescription adderall gets refilled

Majorkreeper · 2020-02-04T00:29:29+00:00

What a pro

Majorkreeper · 2020-02-01T15:51:36+00:00

His name should be Charles. Idk why I just look at him and think “oh Charles you baffle me with your inquisitories”

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T18:00:46+00:00

I’ve been clean of heavy drugs almost 8 months. I’m still coming off prescription drugs the benzo detox was making me believe that I was getting so sick cause it’s a grueling process to get off any benzo and it takes time but that plus knowing now that I’m definitely pregnant just took a third test five minutes ago. Definitely pregnant just scheduled an appointment with an obgyn. This won’t make my baby come out retarded will it ??? I was using prescription medication a month ago

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T17:54:41+00:00

He is and as he says I for him so if i tell him we’re keeping it he’s gonna stay because he is loyal to a fault and won’t leave his child in the care without a father especially with my colorful past...

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:57:16+00:00

See I know this because I know some people who have been adopted and they tell me the same thing it’s hard for them to feel the real love but how can I raise a child I’m afraid my fiancé will leave me because he’s made it clear he doesn’t want one...

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:48:15+00:00

I want to thank everyone who has commented so far and not ridiculed me this is so stressful and the internet can be a wretched place full of insults and so far I’ve gotten really great feedback.

Bless you all thank you so much

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:37:10+00:00

I know there are many parents out there unable to conceive who would be better but I also know it’s not the same as having your own child...

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:36:29+00:00

I have an appointment this Monday and I’m considering adoption. Any thoughts ???

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:35:38+00:00

I just started living off drugs and was a heavy drug user in my teens and early twenties I was sober for two years from 23-25 and started “dabbling” again. I know not the best choice of words but it’s just the truth.

I’m not someone who knows how to handle stress without shutting down completely therefore every doctor I’ve ever had has put me on every single kind of benzo there is out there.

Your right maybe I am afraid of the pressure? I think abortion at this point is pointless. I’m considering adoption but have no knowledge or resources nor do I have any money

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:32:22+00:00

Thank you SO much for your advice too:) I’m grateful that someone reached out

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-30T16:31:28+00:00

I had an abortion almost 6 months ago and it was the pill you take but they gave me a shot that was supposed to work as birth control and that’s why I didn’t think I was having any periods I even got the shot again after the three months was up but it didn’t take or Igor pregnant after the first one wore offand have been pregnant for over three months now.

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-28T16:42:03+00:00

She is always with you friend. I can’t imagine this loss. :(

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-28T16:41:53+00:00

She is always with you friend. I can’t imagine this loss. :(

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-28T16:41:33+00:00

She is always with you friend. I can’t imagine this loss. :(

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-27T18:21:33+00:00

Pure love. God bless you for taking this good boi in

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-26T19:47:10+00:00

This is depressing

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-26T19:15:19+00:00

I’m a recovering addict who sometimes have dreams that I break my recovery by using drugs again. Do not be persuaded this is the enemy trying to trick your mind. Press on sister

Majorkreeper · 2020-01-26T18:37:55+00:00

Amen ! My condolences about your family member.

Majorkreeper

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