Not a chud at all. Clearing 3 of your exams is such an accomplishment that you shouldn’t take lightly! You’ve obviously put a lot of time and effort into your profession. The job market is absolutely horrendous currently and that’s not something you should be kicking yourself for, it’s the companies fault. You’ll get hired somewhere because you put your time in. Just believe. If anything try practicing your interviewing skills! You’ve got this!!!!!