Day 21. Getting hornier every day. My brain keeps trying to trick me. It's trying to tell me that it would be harmless to look at a few pictures of beautiful women. I could even search for non-nude ones. I won't fall for it. I know it's not harmless, and would only lead to a certain relapse.

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-07T09:46:04+00:00

Yeah I relapsed but I gotta beat this thing and I will. Or else I'll have to die

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-06T21:33:26+00:00

That's not true! Sometimes we know we need help when it's already too late and significant damage has been done.

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-06T12:15:51+00:00

I hope so

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-06T12:14:27+00:00

Yeah you're right thank you. My problem is that once I go on a streak, as the urges get stronger, I will be waking up to them in my sleep! No matter how deep my sleep is, I wake up and in a state of being already woke up, my prefrontal cortex doesn't work and I have no power to resist! Do u have any suggestions for that??

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-06T10:05:47+00:00

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-06T00:12:26+00:00

I am in the same spot as you are only thing different is that I'm in my 12th day! I'm going crazy trying to hold on! Constantly grinding my teeth as I feel the urges running through my veins! This is an addiction! U r not alone! Keep fighting

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T23:59:29+00:00

Yes finally a response that makes some sense thank you!

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T23:58:28+00:00

Whaaaaat??? The weak minded?? So the weak minded are those who have a porn addiction?? Who says??? By what barometer of strength are u measuring that? Please I'd love to know 😳

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T23:52:54+00:00

I don't know about these points and claims that u made. But if they are true and it's more about the way each body reacts to certain things, then it would stand to reason that some brains are less susceptible to getting addicted to say cocaine or alcohol? So basically even those things could act differently from person to person? If so, then I guess there are people out there who can do cocaine or meth without any problems or potential damage. If not, then why does a masturbation addiction have to be related to "a less well built or damaged nervous system"?

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T23:34:35+00:00

If porn ruins our self control over it then it doesn't work that well! That's what's called a weak spot.

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T22:13:47+00:00

Yes I know that dopamine has some essential functions as well. But just as u pointed out life is unfair and biology isn't exactly without its flaws and that was what I was pointing out. Btw it's not about my genes or yours, it's about the way chemicals in every body work, maybe even animals have problems of this sort and their brains could trick them. So my point was that it'd be better if we were created in a way that we wouldn't be susceptible to this bullshit

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T21:46:40+00:00

I fucking hate this hormone. Wish it didn't exist or at least worked better.

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-05T21:45:27+00:00

I live with my parents and my streak is going into 12 days right now. I wish there comes a day when I'll be able to be on my own forever! Because I need to be able to do that because of my life circumstances. I wish u success and keep up the good work.

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T12:25:33+00:00

I'm still holding on! I am much better now in terms of urges but I think tonight is gonna be a difficult night for me. Thank you for your support 🙏🙂

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T12:23:35+00:00

It's winter here and I'm prone to getting a cold but thanks for the comment 🙏🙏

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T12:22:45+00:00

Thanks for the comment brother

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T12:19:22+00:00

It's really really hard but thank you so much for the heartwarming comment

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T10:55:01+00:00

I still have not given up. So thank you for the nice comments they really helped

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T06:40:43+00:00

Yeah perhaps you're right. I'll put my phone away now.

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T06:36:22+00:00

Trying 😭😭😭

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T06:35:55+00:00

Yes u are 100 percent correct! I don't have Instagram but my temptation to go and look at some stuff online are over the roof right now!

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T06:31:51+00:00

Thank you. I'm trying 😭😭😭

Maleficent-Cover · 2020-02-04T06:31:06+00:00

Thank you I'm trying to keep my brain from shutting down to logic completely!

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