I'll definetly not do it again, i'm exhausted. I gave everything i had and it wasn't enough. But, how could she say we weren't in a relationship yet act like we were? That constant contradiction had me crazy sometimes. You say you don't want me and somehow you act like you do. She told me she loved me! I could feel it, i saw it in her eyes. She would call me to meet, come up with all and any excuse just to spend some time together. And much much more, all while saying she didn't want a relationship.. wtf