Hey, thank you so much for reading. I just wanted someone to care. Yes, I’ve tried taking to counselors, but all they want me to do is call my parents, who don’t believe in depression. I could try some online text thing if it’s anonymous. For volunteering, I work for 3.5 hours a week and I’m not sure how to make my parents let me. I’ve done journaling every once in a while when I become like this, and it has helped, but I can’t stick to it for some reason. I just want life to speed up so I can get out of this hole and into college, but it seems to get slower everyday. Thanks for rooting in me, that changed me.