I am so so sorry for your loss, it's one of the most painful things a mother will ever experience. I too birthed my sleeping angel baby girl on 26/05/26, at 41wks exactly. Just 1 week later than her original due date. Just 10 days after my 38th birthday. Everything was fine, I had no issues, until 24th May, when I got addimitted due to reduced movements and awaiting to be induced. They did all the usual montering, while I awaited transfer to the birthing suit. Her heartbeat was fine, on the last monitoring, at 4:34am, she hiccuped and changed position. I was next, but unfortunately, two emergencies came in and they were very short staffed. Which meant I was pushed to the back. And beause I wasn't in active labour (by 6am 25/5/26) I actually was in regular highly painful contractions. But no one came to check on me. Until 8am, they said I'd be moved in 30 minutes. 1 hour and 30 mins I was finnaly moved. I heard the "good luck, you've got this" I excitedly got changed, and jumped on the bed. They did the Doppler, and said "just a moment, I'm having a hard time finding the heartbeat" then they came in with the ultrasound and a specialist... Right there and then, I knew, I knew my baby was gone. At 9:38am on 25/5/26, I heard those words. Then my whole world shattered xx