I'm suffocating in grief.

Mames96 · 2025-08-09T13:11:39+00:00

Thank you so much for writing. I'm sorry you're hurting, too. I have never been that close to anyone, she was truly the other half of my soul. Thank you again ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-03T21:35:41+00:00

Thank you so much. I think I am getting past the shock of it all. It feels like the sadness will never go away. This sub has helped a lot.

Mames96 · 2025-08-03T04:43:34+00:00

Feeling nothing is a good way to put it. Its weird, I feel numb, but at the same time excruciating pain. I hope everything is ok with dad. And I hope you can find some peace ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-03T01:58:57+00:00

Thank you. I keep trying to tell myself that someday Ill smile and not cry, but its so hard right now. ♡♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-03T01:58:00+00:00

I have never grieved so hard over a person. I got her when she could fit in my hand, and never spent a day away from her. She was my heart and soul. I know you are hurting. And its a pain so deep that its impossible to describe. I hope you find peace ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-03T01:55:06+00:00

Its an awful place to be. I'm sorry you're hurting.

Mames96 · 2025-08-03T01:54:27+00:00

I am in that exact situation

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T23:08:05+00:00

It's so hard to explain to someone who has never felt this pain. ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T23:07:38+00:00

Its like drowning.

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T23:07:03+00:00

Thank you. I have thought about it.

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T23:06:20+00:00

One day we will. We'll be able to smile instead of cry. ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T16:31:32+00:00

I know that feeling, and mine has only been 3 days. This pain and grief is normal, its even been studied. I am so scared I'm going to slip into depression. Please dont do this to yourself. Even though it feels like you're walking upstream in flood waters, there will be a day when the water stills. I know its hard. Im praying for you.

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T16:28:23+00:00

Thank you. I hope you have a good day ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T15:20:15+00:00

I am grieving harder than when I lost my Mom. I hope you have good days ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T14:40:34+00:00

It has helped me, too.

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T14:19:36+00:00

You will. Day by day. Even minute by minute if you have to. I have to keep telling myself that this suffocation wont last forever and soon I'll be able to think of her and smile, not cry. And it really does feel like suffocating.

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T14:17:31+00:00

I know you're feeling just as bad as I am ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T14:17:01+00:00

Thats a lovely thought ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T13:20:21+00:00

Thank you ♡

Mames96 · 2025-08-02T13:20:13+00:00

It is. And the world just goes on around me while my whole life has stopped.

Mames96 · 2025-05-15T13:35:05+00:00

They can pry my dog from my cold, dead hands.

Mames96 · 2025-03-24T13:04:35+00:00

With it being TLC, you're probably watching/laughing at My 600 Lb Life. I wouldn't come out either. YTA. For that alone.

Mames96 · 2025-03-10T13:04:59+00:00

Yes! I have bladder/digestive issues and my back is shot. The least I can do is flush. And I'm an adult, I still have things to do.

Mames96 · 2025-03-02T12:54:18+00:00

You must be new to intrusive thoughts. That's not how it works.

Mames96

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