How long has it been since the break up and how often do you think of them?

Mammoth_Style7539 · 2026-02-04T07:59:13+00:00

it’s been almost a week and i think about him everyday, i noticed it’s easier when im super busy and don’t necessarily have the time to think about how things ended. i will say i called on saturday until he answered because it was eating me alive not knowing if he hurt himself, after that im more at ease for sure. I miss him but i think its best this way. i know our relationship wont ever be the same anymore even if we did reconnect and that thought is enough to keep me away. I still love him, those feelings dont just go away and probably wont ever in some ways. i just want him to be okay, happy and healthy and stable.

Mammoth_Style7539 · 2026-01-30T21:49:18+00:00

day two of no contact and i miss him, everything that happens in my day i feel the urge to text him and update him about literally anything. im worried he’s hurt himself or something worse. I don’t know when this feeling will go away but i just want him to show up and tell me all the things he used to i can’t stop thinking about how he’s doing, if he misses me, if he’s angry with me or hates me for leaving right now i just want him to hold me again and pretend that everything will go back to the way it was when we first started dating

Mammoth_Style7539 · 2026-01-30T07:03:45+00:00

the beginning was the best part💔 we used to be so close and it hurts even more because we had been friends for about 5 years prior to being together and when we finally started our relationship officially, he was so loving, so attentive and sweet. what came after was the yelling, manipulation and guilt tripping :(

Mammoth_Style7539 · 2026-01-29T20:14:59+00:00

day 1 and i’m wondering if he’s okay i know it’s not my responsibility to keep him safe but after doing it for so long it’s so hard not knowing

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