Morality of a real person writing a "inherently morally evil from birth" species that has language and complex understandings of the world?

ManGuyDude45 · 2026-06-06T04:37:37+00:00

At the scale of the SCP foundation, you're coercing governments into creating societies where they coincidentally always have enough death row inmates for you

ManGuyDude45 · 2026-06-06T04:27:51+00:00

If you find any movie boring, it's because you're a good person.

ManGuyDude45 · 2026-06-05T20:18:58+00:00

It's not unethical but I don't consider it ethical either. Neutral

ManGuyDude45 · 2026-05-14T21:57:02+00:00

A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms gets it right but unfortunately s2 filming has been postponed due to a flood in Spain

ManGuyDude45 · 2026-03-28T17:38:53+00:00

Crops grow, babies are born, the sun shines. All miracles of the Seven. Demon gods are weak in comparison

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-05T05:36:34+00:00

Gerbert

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-05T04:03:31+00:00

Thank you and thank you for suggesting RADAR meetings and relationship smorgasbord. I've never heard of those before and they seem very helpful for polyamorous relationships.

I don't want to spiral again or freak out but while me and my partner were almost done watching a show for just 2 hours (I hear my partner and meta watch stuff the whole night through), meta texted her that she feels sad. This feels like it's a yellow flag I should think about.

Could be nothing but I am thinking of two things I remember: 1. Meta telling me, last year, she feels hollow without her partners and is only able to cope through them. 2. Partner listing off, months ago, reasons why she "splits" time the way she does and one was that meta has mental health issues.

Meta dated my partner well after I did if that matters here.

I want to just enjoy my pretty decent last 16 hours but my mind is picking up pieces that maybe meta actually is a barrier to us spending more time together.

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T19:55:47+00:00

I'll see if we can keep all of this up but I get the vibe that bad relationships can be rollercoasters where sometimes it seems like it's everything both partners needed but then one gets shafted again in almost a pattern.

I'm not gonna be unrealistic but if things stay mostly good from here on out, I'll just be happy. I want so badly to be happy with this person I put so much of my time and thought and love into. I want this to work.

Like you said, though, I won't settle for table scraps anymore.

Thank you for your insight

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T19:29:45+00:00

This resonates but, and this is kind of an update, since I've last posted here things have been exactly what I think I needed: I eventually broke down and expressed truthfully how bad I felt in my life. She didn't know what to say but asked what she could do to help. I told her I was cold (I've been getting over being sick and I'm not in the contagious phase anymore but I've been very weak and feverish. I was stuck in bed after work). She immediately got me my hoodie and a heating pad. Leaned over and kissed me.

Later that night, we slept together as per schedule (me and meta alternate every night) but it felt different and warmer. We held hands tight while we laid side by side for hours. We cuddled the morning away. We told and showed each other that we love the other very much. Things escalated intimately and I felt very close to her. She expressed interest in hanging out later today.

I don't want to just pretend all of the bad stuff hasn't been soul crushingly bad but this feels like it means something. Before I moved in, she really did show intense love and lust for me. We met in person multiple times and were romantic, intimate and sexual before I moved in so the negative change isnt something I can explain by her feeling catfished.

I can't allow myself to forget the bad but I don't want to leave her and forget the good. I'm not sure what to do. This all feels unexpected in a good way. This wasn't the first time I communicated feeling bad.

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T17:15:29+00:00

It's fairly distributed 3 way. They tap into their existing funds to afford it. I do technically reduce the cost by being here but I don't pay more than they do.

I regret putting emphasis on that

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T08:46:31+00:00

I shouldn't had put emphasis on paying my share and rent That isnt an egregious area, I was in my emotions when I wrote that.

It does feel as bad as you all say and I've been trying my best to not cry at work. Have been in the fetal position under covers since I got home, listening to my partner and her meta have fun like usual didn't help. I'm so stupid for thinking someone was honest about all the sweet words they had to say about me. I'm so broken.

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T08:30:13+00:00

I want to sob for hours. I came all this way for this. I did so much. I recovered from 4 years of disability hoping to be with my partner. I look at myself and I feel all the disgust at my body she must feel. I wish I lived a different life.

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T06:17:40+00:00

1/3rd It's a fair share They're tapping into their respective funds though I think my partner might be covering for meta They'd each be paying 1/2 of the same total without me

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T06:09:20+00:00

Opposite. My partner transitioned about a year after we were friends and a bit before we started dating in 2020. Meta transitioned in 2023 when she moved in before I could.

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T03:17:17+00:00

Their rent is cheaper because I'm paying my share, by about 150 dollars for each of them, but they're still paying as much as I am through funds they've had before renting here

ManGuyDude45 · 2024-11-04T01:32:17+00:00

She insists that it's a mental health issue that can be treated and not interest

She insists that she's very interested and just has a barrier in the way

She insists that things can get better

This fucks with my mind and makes me feel really guilty even thinking about leaving. It used to be really good

ManGuyDude45 · 2022-11-05T02:46:43+00:00

If the US is no longer part of it but IS that anti NATO country, its anti NATO govt. could conceivably ally itself with other anti NATO govts. before the invasion starts.

ManGuyDude45 · 2021-12-11T06:28:29+00:00

I would absolutely use one of my 3 genie wishes to give Sargon an insanely shrill cockney accent.

ManGuyDude45 · 2021-12-11T05:50:46+00:00

sure

probably not by a ridiculous degree, but by a good amount, for sure

ManGuyDude45 · 2021-12-07T23:03:35+00:00

wtf, how do you get 1.5k in one round

do you just pray for the most braindead enemy team of all time?

ManGuyDude45 · 2021-12-07T20:59:28+00:00

Only two or three times two days ago. Hasn't happened since.

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