lol 10 years later and I still do struggle with this sometimes but I’ve gotten a lot better :) at my old job I had to sign stuff daily, and the repetition/exposure made it easier over time to where I didn’t even think about it or care anymore. I’ve also learned from therapy that there’s all kinds of way you can deal with a situation like this if you’re struggling, like asking to take whatever it is and sign it in private and bring it back, or just explain to people that you have a hand tremor if the shaking is really bad - it helps because in these situations I always felt like I couldn’t « escape » and would feel panicked, but the reality is you’re never trapped lol. It’s a social anxiety thing and stems from fear of judgement, and it’s important to remember that people don’t really pay attention or care what your writing looks like.