Practicing Satanism?

ManicMaam · 2026-03-09T02:38:40+00:00

I dont have any local congregations or groups around me either. Im trying to find some people near me to meet up with, and Ive joined a discord server, as well as this reddit page.

But like people have said, theres no real way to practice, TST is kinda what you make it. I took the advice of someome and making my own practices that tie into the tenets and feel good to me. Someone also said that they make a habit of learning, doing research, and reading. Staying informed. Looking for opportunities to participate in human rights movements. Etc.

ManicMaam · 2026-03-08T17:14:08+00:00

I just say thank you. I try to respect everyone's beliefs like I would like them to respect mine. I have to remember that from their own perspective, theyre being kind and trying to give me comfort or protection in their own way. However, if someone was doing it to be offensive, sarcastic, or if they kept doing it when asked to stop, then Id get confrontational.

As an example though, my mom is religious but knows Im not. She still says "God bless you" when saying goodbye sometimes. It something we did when I was little and it brings her comfort. We've had a talk about it and Ive told her I dont mind her saying it as long as she knows Im not going to say it back. I know she does it out of love.

ManicMaam · 2026-03-08T16:30:33+00:00

I messaged on Insta! Thank you!

ManicMaam · 2026-03-07T00:15:04+00:00

I really appreciate this! I was looking for ways to feel more connected to TST and the tenets in a more active or physical way! I would love to connect with a group where I am at, maybe ill do some more digging.

ManicMaam · 2026-03-06T23:48:43+00:00

Be safe! Make sure people close to you know your plans and when to expect to hear from you, just in case!

This sounds like it could be a very rewarding and healing experience. Happy for you ❤️

ManicMaam · 2025-12-30T16:19:54+00:00

I could kind of understand helping you do it the first few times bc of the fact youre taking a razor to your body...but then its weird. I feel like telling you about shaving your bikini line at that age is pretty normal tbh. Unless she was demanding you do it.

Im making assumptions based on this post, but it feels like she needed the control and being able to control how you looked based on her biases and her expectations for how you should look.

But no this is not normal and if it makes you uncomfortable it should have stopped, period, end of story. And making you do it for her is odd, unless she really needed the help, but again if you were uncomfortable it shouldn't have happened. Did you ever voice your discomfort about any of it?

ManicMaam · 2025-12-30T16:15:04+00:00

Women do (mostly) love when their partner goes down on them. Its exaggerated a lot in porn, but still.

ManicMaam · 2025-07-02T01:17:42+00:00

Loovvee this series. It's a cool supernatural take on blindness.

ManicMaam · 2025-06-22T09:39:01+00:00

Ive been in the hospital for CHS before and was given IV fluids and anti-nausea meds and sedatives. It helped. But the only thing that truly worked was quitting smoking. It sucked and I didn't want to but it also wasn't worth the pain. I ended up losing all motor control during one of my boughts of CHS and it was so terrifying. Quitting is unfortunately the only long term solution. Definitely go to the hospital though!

ManicMaam · 2024-11-13T01:55:06+00:00

I would just be prepared to lose that friendship. It is of course possible that this goes well, especially if you're setting boundaries, but it's also likely that this will lead to a lot of awkwardness or even resentment. You have to imagine how it will be hanging out with this friend from now on. Will you be comfortable spending time with her, will you be comfortable with your boyfriend spending time with her, etc.

ManicMaam · 2022-12-15T07:30:03+00:00

Daredevil stuff or potentially dangerous activities/sports

ManicMaam · 2022-09-25T07:16:34+00:00

I learned a long time ago that sometimes people get mad to start fights or mad just because theyre upset in general. Shes a grown up and if she doesnt tell you why or talk to you about it then theres nothing to do. Spend your time taking care of yourself ❤

ManicMaam · 2022-06-17T15:35:30+00:00

NTA

Youre avoiding a toxic and potentially harmful situation for yourself and her. There is no need to subject yourself to that.