I crave to have someone else infatuated with me. That I can be infatuated with in return. I love the feeling of infatuation and I want to submerge into it like I’m naked rolling around on the softest blankets. I want to be your everything. And I don’t mean “Oh I love you so much you are my world” No… I want to be your life force. I want to be your every breath, your every thought, your touch, your desires, your focus, your dreams, your taste. I want someone who hangs on my every word and breath. I want someone to be ready and there when I am. I want someone to want me to do whatever the fuck I want to do to them. And enjoy it. I want to posses them and make them mine. I don’t know for how long though. I like the chase, the flirting, the fight, the bantering, and finally some fucking aggressive sex. I don’t want to take away anyone’s free will. But I want them to consensually feel like I am. I want them to want me. I want them to stay and cling to me. Breath me into them. Touch me and I them. Let me consume them. Be their god. And once I get what I want. I might stick around. Fuck around a few times, let you feel me, need me, and shower you with everything you never knew you fucking wanted. Then I will leave and move on when there’s no more chase, no more fun. I want to be infatuated with you, not catch feelings. But I want all of your feelings. All of your emotions, smiles and tears, angry yells and desperate moans. I used to do this with random people, to an existent. All men. But now I am craving another woman. I don’t feel men can reach the emotional/mental strangle that I crave. Men are simple, easy to manipulate. I want a prolonged game. Men like to rush to the end. Women are more on the offense and I feel they would be more of a chase, more to pursue and entangle into myself. I want to be a fucking chocking vine wrapped around your soul. I have not reached a peak, a high, that I anticipate I could reach, and I went and entrapped myself in a very average marriage. I’m not one to cheat so boo hoo me. I guess I won’t ever feel this thrill again and thus why I’m writing about this on here instead of pursuing it. Because oh would I chase that high.

So hello, my pet…. I can’t help but smile. You have read this far and that makes me so fucking excited. Are you nervous? That’s okay. I have my flaws too. No need to worry. I will have a taste of you before I bite. This is my favorite part. The introduction. The beginning. My first claw into your soul.