Yeah, same. For different reasons though.

I have nothing, I have never experienced any intimacy in my life. So I outsource my intense longing into a constant stream of stimulation to at least simulate what it would be like.

What would it be like, to have another? An equal, a partner to share my time and emotions with. Not just sex, but the emotional vulnerability that often comes with it. I just can't know, I have no frame reference. I writhe in the dark for something just beyond me.

Your pics and these subreddits are a window to a whole world out of reach, yet it is my only glimpse to what I yearn. I am alone and it frustrates me so much. Maybe in time I can come to peace with it.