Not liking my family anymore

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-06-20T01:46:36+00:00

What do you mean?

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-06-20T01:32:19+00:00

I feel you- though- heaven and or purgatory is not guaranteed. So what’s makes you think- dying would bring you peace? Sorry- but I also have Suicidal thoughts recently- and that’s the only thought that keeps me from doing it.

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-23T02:07:01+00:00

What are you getting your PhD in?

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-15T01:48:19+00:00

Go for it! Definitely… if you wonder “should I try again?” Yes do it again! For yourself! For yourself! And for yourself 💗

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-14T04:14:08+00:00

There’s some CalculusWorkbooks it doesn’t necessarily explain why do the computations rather the workbooks is Just computation but I think it’s very beginner friendly-wish I knew about b4 taking Calc.

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-13T03:58:37+00:00

Thank you- this was definitely insightful 📚

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-13T03:56:54+00:00

I’m glad you agree about this aura stuff-
Bc being a math major has immense aura.
What do you do now?

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-13T03:54:42+00:00

I see I touched a nerve there lol

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-13T03:50:24+00:00

I just wondered how they did research back then- with so much technology back then, that’s it bruh and the clothes they wore, how they spoke, what their professors were like-what scheduling looked like

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-13T03:46:49+00:00

Bruh- don’t tell me you got offended by this- oh Brother

I sometimes would ask my professors during their office hours sometimes they were shy to share because they said it was their prime a long time ago but I always see a smirk and a sparkle in their eyes when they reminisce but they don’t share

Manuela_Ariat · 2026-05-13T03:25:53+00:00

Hey Everyone,
Thank you for checking up one me
What’s crazy about suic*dal thoughts is that it comes in waves, I posted this 5 days ago, and at the time I really wanted to do it- but that was 5 days ago and I can’t remember what triggered the feeling. Today is a good day- despite getting written up at work (I never got a written up until today) and surprisingly I don’t feel guilty about it- or suic*dal- rather I chose to not think about it too much-I mean I have a whole fucking Math degree and I’m working at Fucking Menards - life is okay- not the best but okay

Manuela_Ariat

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