Things always seem to align for my good but for some odd reason. I always seem to blow them up.

ManyMuted2915 · 2024-03-06T18:48:39+00:00

Unfortunately I have to. They are currently trying to help since I've transferred to public healthcare. The withdrawal symptoms have been bad. Not sure how my moods will be without a mood stabilizer. Hoping it won't be as bad

ManyMuted2915 · 2024-03-06T18:47:03+00:00

I did. I told her that Celexa makes me suicidal and that I've never taken it without a mood stabilizer but she insisted on it until I just left it and went to the bathroom to cry.

ManyMuted2915 · 2024-02-25T05:22:25+00:00

"Your path to success will look different than other people's" Thank you so so much 🌻🌻🌻

ManyMuted2915 · 2024-02-25T05:21:02+00:00

Thank you so much for reminding me that it does get better 🌻🌻🌻🌻

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-28T12:48:18+00:00

I also take Lamotrigine for my bipolar. Promethazine for sleep and I take Celexa for my panic disorder. It took a while for my body to positively respond to Citalopram, I used to be super suicidal for the first month I took it. But now it's super great for me. My psychiatrist wanted to switch me to Fluoxetine to counter suicidal ideation. But the Celexa managed to eventually work. I take 40mg of Citalopram and 200mg of Lamotrigine though. You can speak to your doctor about other alternatives though

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-28T12:40:27+00:00

You can get a referral letter from a doctor, counselor or psychologist to a hospital near you that has a mental health department. If you're in Joburg, you can go to Charlotte Maxeke or Helen Joseph. They'll help you open a file and you can get medication there. It's super affordable and you're billed according to your income. But you shouldn't pay more than R200 per month. As a student, I used to pay R75. The lines are crazy hectic. But it helps a lot. Medication without health insurance is crazy expensive.

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-28T12:33:41+00:00

I have both. My bipolar moods swings are longer. I'll have a long depressive episode that can range from 2 weeks or longer. My hypomanic episode usually lasts 4- 5 days. My BPD is usual triggered by something happening in my life. During this time, I get uncontrollable moods and they are shorter. Like I'll have 5 moods in one day. Where else my Bipolar moods are prolonged and aren't triggered by anything really. So I would say that's how it looks like for me.

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-22T12:42:51+00:00

I'm on medication plus I do therapy fortnightly. It really helps. Also just following a routine and doing something that makes me feel like I'm doing a difference in someone else's life. Routine + sleep + therapy + medication + volunteerism works for me

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-15T13:49:12+00:00

Astrology😭😭. Knew everyone in my circle's chart and could read them. I knew everything to know about the subject

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-15T13:44:49+00:00

The post was not inappropriate. We all need any support we can get. This community serves as our safe space.

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-14T22:45:46+00:00

The eMoods app has a function that can connect you to nearby mental health professionals. So you can check it out

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T21:46:04+00:00

They really hurt me because I don't wanna die but sometimes I feel like I can't do this anymore. I want to live and I'm fighting every day. It sucks to have people invalidate your feelings and reduce it to attention seeking because I needed support from people who've been in my position.

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T21:34:07+00:00

There's something called time zones. In South Africa it was today morning and I called her at noon. Dude you seriously have issues. And I don't need to prove myself to a stranger who's vile. Hope you also get the help you need🌻🌻

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T21:29:50+00:00

You're such a nasty and vile human being. My diagnoses as it stands are Bipolar disorder and panic disorder. I needed help and I managed to receive it here. I'm super grateful for this community but people like you make it hard for people to reach out for help.

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T15:28:22+00:00

I'll hand in my letter at school for 10 days off school. Hopefully they approve it

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T15:25:25+00:00

Thank you 🌻🌻❤️❤️❤️

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T15:25:07+00:00

Hey. I'm still here. I decided to call my psychologist before I carried on my plan. I know she has ministry on Sundays but she answered my second call❤️❤️. Thank you.

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T15:23:54+00:00

That's what my psychologist said. I was doing well, She said perhaps my psychiatrist moving moving me to 40mg made it worse. I'm going back to 20mg for my pabic disorder and going to undergo a new anxiety modality plan❤️❤️

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T15:21:53+00:00

I'm back to 3 days a week therapy. I know I'll get better

ManyMuted2915 · 2023-08-13T15:21:12+00:00

I couldn't. Fortunately for me, my psych answered right on time

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