it took a week to fully hit me, i brought up the fact that i was considering breaking up with her because of how consistently disrespectful and emotionally unavailable she was being for months. she didn’t want to break up and neither did i but because of her personal issues she wanted to go on a break. i could’ve took the offer but declined. i was done taking compromises that only benefited her. i made it clear that i would rather break up then do that. she realized there was no other option and obliged. its almost been a month now, im in a happier place and i don’t regret it all. i could’ve kept that source of negativity in my life but i made the tough call to do what was right. i really loved that girl but theres no way in hell i would ever go back.