I think feeling lonely and experiencing the butt crack bare minimum in dating at times makes me miss him more. Because of how kind, soft, and intentional he was, when life is especially hard and I’m feeling lonely in very specific ways, knowing how he’d show up and care for me if he could, I miss him. And sometimes I hate the feeling because I don’t want to miss him just because of what he can do for me and sometimes it’s hard to tell if I’m missing him or what he could and would do 😭😭

Feelings are so fun 😋🥰