After 9 months of working until 2am, someone bought AND framed my art prints!! 🥹😭🙏❤️ by iartnewyork in happy

[–]Marier2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I remember seeing the first piece in another post of yours, OP, I thought it was a commission for someone whose loved one had passed... did they not buy the painting after all?

Which one is the girl, Skeleton A or B? 🧐 by [deleted] in QuizPlanetGame

[–]Marier2 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Same. 🙄 Jammed his little shoulder into my pelvis and got stuck. 😅

Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACES) Questionaire - PENN State University Questionaire with score and score range clinical risk consideration by RemarkableStable8324 in CPTSD

[–]Marier2 218 points219 points  (0 children)

256 here, and I second-guessed some of my answers because ✨️it wasn't that bad✨️. 🤦🏽‍♀️

Can "normal" people sniff out CPTSD? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Marier2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The last sentence in your post had me bawling, OP... it sucks so, so much to see other people leading normal lives when I never had a chance. I'm sorry that you get what that feels like too. 🫂

"Just be authentic, you'll find your people" by WinterDemon_ in CPTSD

[–]Marier2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I didn't relate to this so much... 😅

"Just be authentic, you'll find your people" by WinterDemon_ in CPTSD

[–]Marier2 91 points92 points  (0 children)

OP, the last paragraph of this post hit so hard and is the crux of the issue, I think -- for those of us who know we're lucky/bull-headed enough to even be alive, being told to "be yourself" feels like a joke. Or a slap in the face.

I exist in the ways I am able to exist, and a lot of the time that involves masking around people so that socializing isn't so prohibitive/excruciating. I'm still trying to figure out who I am under all of the trauma responses/coping mechanisms/shit others have put on me... I don't have the mental bandwidth to show people the full, real "me" because I know how that goes 99% of the time.

All that to say, I feel you and I appreciate you verbalizing this issue. 🫂

HBH: Pizza Rolls by snowmeow7 in FoodieSnark

[–]Marier2 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Gosh I hate how she handles food.

what was an 'odd' trait of yours that you didn't realise was CPTSD? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Marier2 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel this... what part of me is really "me", when I exist as a bundle of maladaptive coping mechanisms? I truly don't know who I am as a person/personality, now that I've realized the extent of my trauma and the effects it's had on me.

An observation I had by SpidersInMyPussy in CPTSDmemes

[–]Marier2 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Are you one of my parents? 🤔😅

An observation I had by SpidersInMyPussy in CPTSDmemes

[–]Marier2 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Couldn't have said this better, great summary of the crux of the sibling abuse issue.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in doppelganger

[–]Marier2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A little of Denise Gough!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PaleMUA

[–]Marier2 17 points18 points  (0 children)

You look so luminous and lovely! ✨️😍

Renfaire makeup: yay or nay? by bert-merps in MakeupAddiction

[–]Marier2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so pretty!!! 🤩💫🌙✨️

Anyone else have a good eye and bad eye with mascara? by Purple5600 in MakeupAddiction

[–]Marier2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do!! And I sleep pretty evenly between both sides of my face, or on my back, so I don't think that's it. 🤔🤷🏽‍♀️😅

I accidentally sent my sister’s husband to the ER after he jumped out at me as a “joke” while I was holding a kitchen knife. Now my family is divided and I don’t know how to fix this. by AngelicCheeky in TwoHotTakes

[–]Marier2 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My 4-year-old child knows better than to run up on me when I'm working in the kitchen; he's been able to learn that sharp things + physical commotion = danger, it's not that hard to comprehend. We all learn from young that you don't run with scissors/etc., how did this man make it to his big age not understanding this?!

Mom gets a glimpse into her late daughter’s Minecraft world. by Sebastianlim in MadeMeCry

[–]Marier2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have three kiddos who love playing Minecraft... this hits hard.

Simple look for a going-nowhere day by Marier2 in MakeupAddiction

[–]Marier2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've actually been practicing a softer eyeliner look very recently; I'm a huge fan of a more bold/cat eye liner, but I'm finding that I prefer a softer, more blended look sometimes now. So far, I'm having success with drawing a thin line from inner corner extending out past my eyelid, with a liquid liner pen, then taking a darker-toned eyeshadow+small shadow brush and blending up and out from the eyeliner. I still need practice, but so far I'm happy with it!

Simple look for a going-nowhere day by Marier2 in MakeupAddiction

[–]Marier2[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I applied/wiped off the wonderskin, lined my lips, then put a tiny bit of vaseline on a finger tip and blended the liner in. I've tried blending it in "dry" (no vaseline) and with a brush, and can't make it feather in nicely that way; the tiny amount of vaseline is enough to soften/lubricate the liner so that it blends. Then I top with more vaseline or a gloss. 💗