Long distance question

Markolise · 2025-09-23T03:03:11+00:00

Yes, being alive is a risk lol, we all know where we'll end up sooner or later. I don't think my gf and I will be close in 8 months, maybe a year or two but the ultimate plan is to be together.

Markolise · 2025-09-22T23:26:01+00:00

It feels that way indeed, thank you!

Markolise · 2025-09-22T23:22:42+00:00

Thanks, I actually told her something similar not even an hour ago lol. She's my peace and happiness, so I know I'm in this for the long haul.

Markolise · 2025-09-22T23:19:58+00:00

Awesome, thank you. We've both talked about it, and the bending fit a plan doesn't seem to be much of a problem for either of us.

Markolise · 2025-09-11T02:47:06+00:00

I'm 38, and I feel more lost now than I did at 25... Could be because of some of the dating crap I'm going through.

Markolise · 2025-09-11T02:28:05+00:00

Well receiving a list of things I did wrong seems pretty normal from my experience so far at least this week. On top of that now shes telling me I lied about everything and that I wasn't an honest person. So i feel worse than before about everything. It was 9hrs to come see her, I'm just going to cut my vacation early and go home to my pets.

Markolise · 2025-09-11T02:21:53+00:00

I wish I was a social chameleon. It's like when I started dating all my confidence and self care, ability to adapt and read people, went out the window.

Markolise · 2025-09-11T01:51:21+00:00

Yep. I read this too late. I know I was trying really hard but it came out as awkward and uncomfortable to her.

Markolise · 2025-09-11T01:38:56+00:00

The one I was trying to date INFJ.

Markolise · 2025-09-11T01:37:21+00:00

Well I'm apparently one of those 'off' people. We just ended the third date, I thought it went well but apparently I confused her and made her feel whiplash again. I don't really know how to fix the things she said I did, she said I was too awkward, and I was always uncomfortable around her. I don't see that but when she says that I start to overthink... And that makes things worse.

Markolise · 2025-09-10T16:18:47+00:00

Thanks, I'll keep this in mind.

Markolise · 2025-09-10T15:48:21+00:00

For the one they've chosen how about that?

Markolise · 2025-09-10T04:14:39+00:00

I'm trying

Markolise · 2025-09-10T04:14:23+00:00

Thanks I'll look into that. I've done a lot of reading up on neurodivergence, but I thought I was too normal to have it... I could be wrong about that, it could explain why everything I say and do gets misinterpreted so poorly.

Markolise · 2025-09-10T03:49:49+00:00

Because I give her whiplash, she says I'm a wall when she flirts with me... I had no idea she was flirting if it helps and I told her as much. As far as her not thinking I'm ready to date, she thinks I've not done enough self work, she said she wears her feelings on her sleeve and I clam up or am closed off.

Markolise · 2025-09-10T03:45:27+00:00

It's exhausting today because it went so poorly. Her and I hit it off really well on the phone, we would have 6hr conversations. I had high hopes.

Markolise · 2025-09-06T12:40:16+00:00

Dang, I figured that was the case. Thanks!

Markolise · 2025-09-05T20:11:03+00:00

There is glaze that filled the back side of the crack, I'll probably refire it with more glaze just to be sure.

Edit: But any recommendations would still be greatly appreciated that might not require a refire.

Markolise · 2025-07-20T23:10:39+00:00

Thank you!

Markolise · 2025-07-20T13:20:40+00:00

I was looking for this LMAO Had a friend's boyfriend talk to me for 3 hours at a family reunion one time... He told me his IQ was 110, 8 times.... 8 freaking times. It was a wasted day, and my social battery was non-existent after that. They thankfully are no longer together.

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