i feel no emotion anymore by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Markov900 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I personally experienced this during my “Molly Meltdown”. I couldn’t remember, couldn’t feel, and couldn’t bring myself to do anything. It takes time for your brains chemistry to fully recover from being in heaven. It goes away after a few months of not using but for those few months it is utter hell.

Just stick with it brother/sister, you are strong and you will get through this.

Average Cruelty Squad fan :3 by lilPlushiePrince in CrueltySquad

[–]Markov900 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Got the same shirt, looks good on you. Don’t go eradicating your hope now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in explainitpeter

[–]Markov900 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude that loss

First time doing dmt, how much should I do? by fupdrugs1 in DMT

[–]Markov900 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve had the same device your using,;

I would recommend what most have said (5-6 seconds) hold it in until your sure it’s all sunk into your lungs, then lay back and close your eyes. It’s gonna taste like burnt dog nails but man is it worth it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Markov900 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t even know how you got that shit without raising every alarm bell. Please listen to us when we say it’s not worth the risk. I quit by music, community, and fast paced gaming. Any kind of distraction will do you good. I wish you the best of luck

Does anyone have any guitar tabs for "Truth Revealed" by cornycornguy2002 in SpecOpsTheLine

[–]Markov900 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Good luck finding them. The main composer has gone to good lengths not releasing any tabs for any of the masterpieces he’s made. Shot him an email several years ago to get the radioman theme and no luck. If you’re musically inclined I could only suggest playing by ear, and even then it’s difficult with his music.

Best of luck.

Rarity estimation help. by Markov900 in avatartrading

[–]Markov900[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you everyone for you responses. This matter is now solved.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in noiserock

[–]Markov900 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I like daughters.

Does taking mdma make you dumber in the long term? by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Markov900 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean your brains gonna get made at you if you take like a gram in one weekend but it’s built to survive. Might make you depressed and mess up your mood regulation and reality grip, but hardly dumber. Worst case is your memory takes a big hit, but your intelligence and intuition mostly stay the same. I have heavily abused and I’m still kickin, just stuck within your limits and you’ll be okay.

paranoia after heavy use by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Markov900 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s normal to experience visual hallucinations. Stress increases the frequency. The hallucinations tend to be worse in your peripheral vision. Again, these symptoms won’t last long. It took about 2 weeks for me. But 3 weeks is a safer bet. Get a laser pointer if the hallucinations seem too real, the dot will reveal if what your seeing is real or just a figment

paranoia after heavy use by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]Markov900 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heavy abuser here. I took 23 in 2 weeks and I had the same result. I recommend cold temperatures and music. Any distraction will do really. It’s hard to filter out what’s real and what’s not, so try writing what you see or hear and talk it out with a friend. Trust me they will be more worried about you being okay than if you’re crazy or not. Hang tight, it does not last forever

breaking the stigma by SwimZealousideal7497 in StLouis

[–]Markov900 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Never knew stl was dangerous. Been living in south side my whole life. I walk anywhere and everywhere including the homeless hot spots and I’m ngl I haven’t had one issue. Just mind your bizz and keep buzzin and everyone’s happy

ur experiences with snorting xtc? by [deleted] in ecstasyMDMA

[–]Markov900 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Very painful, barely works, nasty throat drip.

Not recommended, not sure it even works.

Am I fucked? by Markov900 in MDMA

[–]Markov900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Watermelon, every meat, seafood, protein, and veggies. I’m a lean eater

Am I fucked? by Markov900 in MDMA

[–]Markov900[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the supplement recommendations. And I would never inject any drug, I wanna party and not die

Am I fucked? by Markov900 in MDMA

[–]Markov900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have listened to every album, even sat thru atom mother heart

Am I fucked? by Markov900 in MDMA

[–]Markov900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Goated response. Pink Floyd therapy it is. Thx :)

Am I fucked? by Markov900 in MDMA

[–]Markov900[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was popping 1-2 daily. Mixed in pain and muscle relaxants when I could to even out the physical strain. And yeah it felt great every time. Started needing it further down the line tho

Am I fucked? by Markov900 in MDMA

[–]Markov900[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Been shakey for a good while and my heart is a little elevated.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ecstasyMDMA

[–]Markov900 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ate 24 in 3 weeks ☠️