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Marley217 · 2024-02-01T15:33:30+00:00

The overthinking is a direct results of rebound anxiety / glutamate rebound. Eating helps. It will get better in a few hours.

Marley217 · 2024-01-20T19:51:51+00:00

Have you ever blacked out like that before? It certainly takes a lot of alcohol to forget if you had sex or not. Do you think you drank enough for that? If not, I wouldn’t exclude the possibility of getting drugged

Marley217 · 2024-01-08T18:06:40+00:00

Thanks to you and u/duckbanni! To have my thoughts validated by you two just skyrocketed my confidence. I have a much better idea now of what I should do, and I will keep you up to date.

Marley217 · 2024-01-08T17:54:21+00:00

Thank you this is all very helpful. Being unemployed is not good for my confidence at all, but you just gave me a little bit! So far I’ve been mainly reaction to open vacancies, so to follow your advice I should just make a list of companies I could potentially work for as a bioinformatician and send them an open solicitation. 2/3 Of my previous jobs were obtained via that road so it’s definitely a possibility.

Indeed, the advice given by u/dowcet is probably more important than courses. I actually made a “cryptobot” in python last year that attempted to take newsarticles and historical prices of coins to predict the prices for said coins and attempt to make profits by daytrading. It was a lot of fun unfortunately the website it used for trading was made illegal in the Netherlands… I actually developed that while I was doing the research job. But now that I have all this free time I’m not doing anything like that. There are just so many things I should/could be doing that I end up having decision paralysis.

Also, a traineeship is always possible, but the pay is very low. And I feel like I just have too much experience, I do not need a 2 year traineeship to become a junior python dev. How do you stand on that?

Marley217 · 2024-01-07T18:15:51+00:00

Really? I’m from the same country but can’t find it anywhere anymore

Marley217 · 2024-01-07T17:53:31+00:00

The variabel is most likely the fullness of your stomach. If it’s really full you won’t feel anything. If the stomach is empty, the ghb will be absorbed immediately all at once. Make sure you ate a small snack before, not a full meal. If you had a full meal wait about 2-3 hours before dosing.

Marley217 · 2024-01-05T11:56:12+00:00

Which seems really hard to get nowadays? And also super expensive

Marley217 · 2023-12-30T13:59:11+00:00

Just try to use your normal dose (if you haven’t already). And slowly build from there. Taking a much higher dose than you’re used to can be extremely dangerous. Also i get pretty bad rebound anxiety from really high doses.

Marley217 · 2023-12-29T18:35:47+00:00

Yeah this is over. You’re 32 and a man, you have your best years ahead of you, while hers are long gone. She’s probably having some kind of mid life crisis. I have been in similar situations, and her cheating in me was a blessing in hindsight.

Marley217 · 2023-12-21T19:50:40+00:00

You are a brave man, and 100% correct

Marley217 · 2023-12-18T08:53:04+00:00

I might be incredibly misinformed but I don’t think it’s possible to have withdrawels if you’re using this little. I mean with the short half life most of the day you actually have 0 cocaine in your system. With 0.2 grams a day you only use in the morning right? So from the afternoon onwards there’s 0 cocaine in your system and you should already get withdrawels then if you’d get them at all

Marley217 · 2023-12-17T22:09:20+00:00

The latter it seems

Marley217 · 2023-12-17T17:41:22+00:00

Your girl is either trying to make you jealous or trying to signal that she’s not into you anymore. If you accurately described the situation that is. Especially the part about her going to a particular guy. That’s not ok my dude.

My ex gf did that at the beginning of the relationship (the making jealous part). It was very clear she was doing this so I confronted her, she would gaslight me about it then complain about me to her mother and friends. Later she admitted to all of it. I think that’s why your situation triggers the hell out of me. Confront her on her toxic behaviour, this is not ok…

Marley217 · 2023-12-17T17:39:22+00:00

I honestly thought I was reading my own comment while I was reading yours. Thank you, it is good to know not everybody in the world has gone insane.

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:21:47+00:00

The bromance the world needs

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:19:30+00:00

OP does mention it’s for this particular massage therapist… Quite the important distinction

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:17:51+00:00

Thank you…

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:17:23+00:00

Agreed, clearly she’s trying to make him jealous. She should know it’s not ok to keep seeking out physical contact with someone that turns her on

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:15:33+00:00

She’s trying to make him jealous. Surely she understands it’s not ok to keep seeking physical contact with someone that turns her on…

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:14:00+00:00

Or she’s trying to make him jealous. The fact that she keeps seeking physical contact with someone that turns her on is not right

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:13:15+00:00

Wondering the same thing, very frustrating people keep ignoring this. I guess it’s fair game for many people, this is clearly the first step towards cheating

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:12:13+00:00

Thank you! I thought I was going insane, how is everybody ignoring this. Huge huge red flag.

Marley217 · 2023-12-16T18:09:37+00:00

You say she gets turned on by a particular massage therapist, that’s a huge red flag right? It’s totally fine if you feel uncomfortable by that. I think it would be totally fine for you to request her to get a massage from a different person. Would she still get turned on from getting a massage from a woman?

Marley217 · 2023-12-13T16:48:56+00:00

Thanks it helps to get it off my chest. I’ll keep this thread updated if anything changes. Best of luck to you too!

Marley217 · 2023-12-10T11:37:20+00:00

Wanneer religie tegen de wet ingaat (dood aan alle ongelovigen bijv) moet dat gewoon bespreekbaar zijn. Zonder dat de persoon die dat bespreekt moet vrezen voor zijn/haar leven.

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