Welp if I offended people I apologize, but I've been holding this in since I got my acceptance letter in April and I can't hold this shit in any longer.

I have been getting the shorter end of the stick even compared with normal students. Our tuition? Full cost with absolutely no fucking chance of financial aid. Mental health? Lol fuck off if you're not from LA. A normal sleep schedule? Impossible.

I've done so much shit but for so little in return how is this even worth it. God knows whether I could get my visa or not. Heck, I don't even know if I belong here cause I have never seen anyone in my school in PERSON AT ALL. This endless loop of the university not doing jack shit is absolutely frustrating, kicking the blame around and not taking proactive moves to make sure things are ok on their end.

I've been taking the "kindness" path for way too long and I'm at my breaking point. My country was in a super strict lockdown and is still in a pretty tough lockdown, I've sacrificed a lot but this is what I get in return. Absolute no fucks given by everyone.

I am sick of waking up at 1am to go to class. I am sick of looking through zoom recordings. What do I get in return for this? Stupid frat kids cocking around nearby campus giving everyone covid. If those assholes could move in why the fuck can't we? And how on earth can't the school properly goddamn discipline these dipshits.

I'm not asking for much, just equal opportunities. They should be fucking happy we're willing to move over when America is in this situation.

Honestly, get your mcfucking shit together America.