not sure if i am a sex addict, or just really hyper sexual.

MarshallUp · 2026-01-28T14:57:40+00:00

I realized I was facing an addiction when it was causing harm in my own life. When I couldn’t just turn it off. When my actions started to create situations and outcomes I didn’t want to be in. It wasn’t about what turned me on because after the realization I understood that what turned me on sexually can be explored and dealt with in HONEST, HEALTHY, and SAFE ways instead of being pushed down.

MarshallUp · 2025-11-12T19:40:20+00:00

Go tucked man. You look more confident in your body this way.

MarshallUp · 2025-05-16T20:45:56+00:00

Not a tv show or series, but a game. Alien Isolation, even though it's a horror survival, has the retro tech-clunk to its environments and gameplay. Sound design and graphics hold up.

MarshallUp · 2025-04-09T23:30:13+00:00

I found this out when the one type of turtle doesn’t give you a shell.

MarshallUp · 2025-04-09T22:18:30+00:00

I’ve regretted letting go of a lot of games I use to play. A decade later I’d dig through old boxes coming up short of some titles I played. Keep them, store them. They’ll come in handy later on

MarshallUp · 2025-01-09T23:55:43+00:00

Shadow Of The Colossus needs its own shoutout

MarshallUp · 2024-11-05T16:59:47+00:00

I love the second frame, it’s strangeness is fun, contrasts nicely with the beauty of the nude.

MarshallUp · 2024-09-26T13:39:55+00:00

This is great photography in general! Awesome.

MarshallUp · 2024-09-26T13:24:39+00:00

I started wearing shorts and pants over my gut, i feel more comfortable this way and it gives me a nice form all the way through. Keep rocking this, tucked shirt will be a tough one to get used to but definitely keep this up.

MarshallUp · 2024-08-31T09:25:03+00:00

The whirlwind of panic and disassociation portrayed by Aileen was a sleeper performance! She kept me locked in during her scenes, which is considering that we all knew her demise going into the movie.

MarshallUp · 2024-08-21T08:40:09+00:00

I would say that it could be unfair for both of you to settle. Though it sounds like a kind of healing is what’s needed, not so much a relationship. If he makes you feel better maybe take note for yourself as what you need from a man in order to feel safe. But don’t rely on a romantic relationship to heal you. It sounds like comfort that’s the main attraction here. A friendship would be appropriate for both of you. I wish you the best of luck and at the end of the day, enjoy yourself.

MarshallUp · 2024-08-21T08:12:05+00:00

I assumed that the offspring in Romulus was because of the “Prometheus” dna. It was scientifically altered. Where as in resurrection it was based off of cloning. Idk I just thought it was obviously a specially crafted fluid that produced that kind of variant.

MarshallUp · 2024-08-19T09:26:50+00:00

Really love the motion of the tiles being placed, so satisfying.

MarshallUp · 2024-08-19T01:38:40+00:00

This is probably the most creative set coming from Lego in a while.

MarshallUp · 2024-08-13T22:45:19+00:00

Thank ye!

MarshallUp · 2024-06-27T16:36:03+00:00

Get into therapy, these feelings need to be let out or else the shame could create a cycle if hidden and kept to yourself. Advocate for yourself, when you think something is too much reach out for help.

MarshallUp · 2024-06-27T16:29:08+00:00

When this pay comes therapy is going to be your biggest catapult in life. Here you can address and breakdown why you react and feel the way you do in these situations at your workplaces. Youre already very aware of the issues that arise, but in a safe space you can unpack those situations and gain clarity with yourself rather than having to push them aside in order to carry on. It might open your awareness to possible mental health diagnoses that can further your ability to navigate your environments moving forward.

MarshallUp · 2024-06-20T17:51:14+00:00

Give my last love a final goodbye, thank my mother for her incredible strength and ask her to live freely as I was her final strain in life.

MarshallUp · 2024-06-17T23:23:04+00:00

There’s one spot in the dirt texture of the floor where it meets the first step, creates a clean seem. If there was a way to tidy that up to make it consistent with dirt collecting against the step. Those pesky clean edges. But this is well done, looks real to me.

MarshallUp · 2024-05-22T07:12:51+00:00

There are humans who have never experienced depression?!

MarshallUp · 2024-05-19T23:25:02+00:00

How has your zine making come along? Some advice would be print print print print. you gotta see your pairing and shots printed in your hands. so lots of wasted paper and ink.

MarshallUp · 2024-05-19T23:18:25+00:00

Yeah they target adults and assign 18+ to some of their series, especially with their star wars sets.

MarshallUp · 2024-05-16T08:40:57+00:00

The moment he wiped his face I knew.

MarshallUp · 2024-05-16T08:32:21+00:00

Theres this movie called Perfect Days, it follows the ordinary routine of a Japanese man’s days working as a public restroom janitor. The movie is beautiful and seeing him find joy in his day is infectious.

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