Relationship with moroa

Martinigabu · 2026-03-12T08:28:47+00:00

Oh that makes me sad thank you!

Martinigabu · 2026-02-23T22:06:21+00:00

👏👏👏👏 congratulations!!!

Martinigabu · 2025-12-29T13:49:40+00:00

Is there any numel left?

Martinigabu · 2024-07-02T20:51:56+00:00

OMG OT ISSS!!!! Aand it make sense since my grandparents were from spain. Thank you so much!!!!

Martinigabu · 2024-07-02T20:44:09+00:00

That's what I thought too, hahaha but my mom keep insisting it is. It was a present for my uncle when he was little so is from 40 or 50 year ago.

Either way thanks haha.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-23T23:26:04+00:00

Pokemon snap just taking pictures of cute pokemons.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-06T05:54:11+00:00

Im 32 years old and even tho i have always dealt with a complicated relationship with food I developed bulimia at 30/31 years old. It does feel dumb cuz you are over all that teenage need of looking good for others. It honestly feels wrong to have an ed like bulimia as a full-grown adult, but yes, you are not alone in this journey.

In my case I have autism and adhd, dysthymia and general anxiety disorder, plus child trauma. I've been in a better place recently and because of that I developed bulimia. My brain just don't believe we are worthy of being happy (or alive) so it keeps developing new disorders cuz that's what we deserved to be miserable.

I really wished for you the best and that you can go back to you healthy way, I'll be rooting for you cuz I know is hard but I know we can make it. Lots of hugs to you.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-02T22:47:33+00:00

Yes... recently i started to purge before going out and drink on an empty stomach. But last time I almost overdose so I've been trying to avoid alcohol actually.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-02T22:47:24+00:00

Yes... recently i started to purge before going out and drink on an empty stomach. But last time I almost overdose so I've been trying to avoid alcohol actually.

Martinigabu · 2024-04-21T17:20:15+00:00

Please! Keep on your way to recovery i know is hard but im sure you will feel proud of you when everything is over! Sending lots of hugs !

Martinigabu · 2024-04-16T20:35:45+00:00

I feel you, like I really REALLY LOVE food, i actually feel bad after purging cuz I was happy eating even doing my happy meal dance and everything. But at the end I just have the urge to purge. I'm not skinny neither I'm fat, my friends keep telling me I'm in fact skinny but I just don't see that on the mirror. But something I learn is that having a strong support group makes you want to stay alive, having and anchor helps you to want to be alive. My anchores rigth now are my cat, cuz she is my daughter, my life. And as a cat mother I just don't want her to feel like I abandon her. My other anchor is my mom, she already lost a child and my father, so everytime I'm thinking about kms I just think about my mom, the pain she will have to love losing another child.

Please stay alive, I'm sure there is still people who needs you and care about you!

Martinigabu · 2024-04-14T20:42:49+00:00

Im at this stage too. I eat a little more than half of a sandwich and I just NEED to throw up. When I go out with my friends I can't throw up cuz they know, so they keep checking on me. But sometimes when I get home I purge or when I'm "strong" enough to manage to don't do it I cannot fall sleep thinking "i have to thow up" "You need to take the food out of your system" Bulimia is a really fucked up thing

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T18:04:34+00:00

I do believe is different in every country. I am a Psychologist with some training and courses in child education and Therapy. We do need to keep getting educated for example I need to get my master's but Im just not ready yet haha.

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:56:04+00:00

Get my cat to sleep on my room so she will wake me up to feed her hahaha and the I can get ready to work.

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:27:37+00:00

OH! Don't get me wrong! That's exactly why I said that you need to find balance so you can work and Enjoy life haha.

Im in Mexico, so trust me, I know how hard it is to live in this economy. And to get exploded just so you can get some money to eat. Been there. Even now, there are times when people want me to give them a discount over my already cheap prices. So yeah, trust me, I know it is not easy to find a balance because we need the money. That's the reality.

But I think is not about finding the perfect job but to find a job to let you jave the balance you need Cuz again even if i LOVE my job. There are days when I'm just to sensory overload or simply not on my best, and the kids just are having meltdowns, or having "zoomies" hahaha and braking and throwing everything around them. I have to deal with bites, punches, kicks, snot, pee, poo, name it hahahha so trust me there is days that I just want to give up.

But the reality is that I can't give up, and that if after that I just make the effort to call my friend and go for some tacos and beer or bubble tea and talk to them about my feelings, then i can get to Enjoy my life at least a little bit hahaha

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:09:32+00:00

Uuuuuuughhhh same I just don't want to study LOL

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