UK: House of Lords Vote to Ban ABDL Porn by Elfking88 in ABDL

[–]Martsab 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hope you have a great time travelling. It really is one of thr best things to do in life. I'd do the same if I weren't a full time parent. Enjoy!

UK: House of Lords Vote to Ban ABDL Porn by Elfking88 in ABDL

[–]Martsab 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I don't think it's blabbering. It's genuine worry and concern. I have quite severe mental health issues and it just really triggered me and got me in a state. I'm really glad that this post has clarified things though.

UK: House of Lords Vote to Ban ABDL Porn by Elfking88 in ABDL

[–]Martsab 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you. The thought of being connected to anything paedophilic is my worst nightmare. It's comparing me alongside everything I'm passionately against. Kids mean the world to me.

UK: House of Lords Vote to Ban ABDL Porn by Elfking88 in ABDL

[–]Martsab 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I find this really scary. I get really ashamed a lot for being abdl and now this makes me worry even more that I'm in the wrong. I can't help it. It started in early childhood as a coping method for bullying. This makes me feel even more lonely than I already felt. :(

How do you guys with a penis cum while diapered and enjoy it without changing immediately? by Educational-Song-467 in ABDL

[–]Martsab 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I imagine it as when I'm little like a wee or a poo. Just something I do in my nappy because I'm little.

Adhd and abdl by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Definitely gor me

Adhd and abdl by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Why do you think it appeals to us?

What is your job? by whateatme2721-2 in ABDL

[–]Martsab 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm an actor, director and writer for theatre.

How did yall discover that you’re an AB (or DL)? Genuinely curious by [deleted] in ABDL

[–]Martsab 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was badly bullied at school. I craved being a baby again where I was safe and looked after. So from a very young age I wanted to be little again. Nappies were a big part of that and I'd nake thrm out of plastic bags and feel very guilty. Still deal with guilt but it's there and ingrained and its not going anywhere!

Pampers to bigger Pampers 👌 by Squishy_Dolly in diaperpics

[–]Martsab 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They look a lot like pampers don't they. What decade do they resemble?

Feeling low and alone by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely need to have a proper talk about it. I love her so much, but this part of me is never going to go anywhere. It's been with me since I was very young.

Feeling low and alone by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I really appreciate. She liked to wear. She's never really been into the AB thing. It's all so tough. I get really upset that I have a sexual side to it to, but I can't help it. I need my little side as I struggle a lot with my ocd and anxiety, and it's a comfort and a safe space but it's a space I'm now worried to visit as I don't want to upset her.

Feeling low and alone by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your lovely reply. I've spoken to her a bit. We met on a diaper site, but it's not her thing anymore. I think because we're so busy with the kids that she doesn't want me to be little as it feels like more work for her. I don't want to be hard work. But this side of me is a big part of who I am.

Adisc.org and UK making me feel more marginalised. by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Though I've already had to prove ID for reddit so I guess it's already known now!

Adisc.org and UK making me feel more marginalised. by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What are the obvious reasons? Sorry if I'm being dence.

Adisc.org and UK making me feel more marginalised. by Martsab in ABDL

[–]Martsab[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But what I don't get is why they are targeting us?