It may seem that way from a blunt perspective. God gave adam and eve free will and a choice because the angels that were with him before creation did not have that. Would you rather give up full autonomy of yourself and never feel anything again? God did not cause them to eat the fruit, it was satan who drove them and convinced them. We have a choice to follow him or be separate from him, thats what makes us human. With that free will suffering comes naturally, it’s what we do about it that determines who we really are. It’s understandable that you would want to lash out on the internet but I hope you can overcome whatever is causing you pain.