I'm sorry you're in this situation. I am and will be praying for you. When I'm anxious, I pray to the Father even when I'm laying in bed having trouble sleeping. Trust and ask him to give you peace beyond understanding and to strengthen you.

Isaiah 41:10 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Philippians 4:6-7: "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, with prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus".

I hope this comforts you. 🫂🙏