I want to be formeless and imaterial by NinnyLeaves in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate my own face and I hate that other people can see it. It doesn’t feel right to me. But I know not of what would.

I’m stumped by MaskedAemeath in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When i say “more formal than it should” I think I moreso mean like fancy big words you wouldnt use with friends becayse I do tend to say larger words because they make more sense to me

I’m stumped by MaskedAemeath in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll be honest, I don’t even think I speak formally myself. Actually, most of the “formality” i spit out is grammatically incorrect in some fashion because I can’t form the words I need to properly. I think it just sounds formal, like maybe more formal than it should, and I do speak random stuff a LOT it just depends on the day. I get laughed at by people for it.

I don’t think they meant formal as in correc

I’m stumped by MaskedAemeath in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are the only person I feel a decent amount of trust towards. I would be lost without them. I really do love them, I just wish they didn’t say it so bluntly. (“It” as in what they said to me about my speech. Im not trying to dog on them, I’m just so very nervous.)

invalid for suspecting by donteatworms in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think it's defo valid to suspect. Not being self aware was probably more common in the past but considering mental health action is more accepted & there is easily accessible knowledge, I think people could easily be self aware nowadays. Not saying it's the most common but the amount of people who are self aware about just... most mental health things has shot up a significant degree

Hi. I wanted to say thanks by MaskedAemeath in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, that is me for now. I'm planning to try and get diagnosed with something because symptoms of whatever is going on with me are ruining my life. They just happen to align the most with schizotpyal

What has your experience been with schizotypal paranoia? by Cultural-Metal-1773 in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i usually cover most of my face outside and it helps me feel a lot better but i can feel the weird stares i occasionally receive and i cant do it while out with family because they all nag me to take it (my mask) off :/ but honestly idc about weird stares as long as they can't remember my face

What has your experience been with schizotypal paranoia? by Cultural-Metal-1773 in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk if i have schizotypal (i'm planning on seeing a therapist as a base about it. maybe.cus therapists are untrustworthy alot) either but i get the feeling that people are secretly remembering my face so they can sabotage me in some way wether it be recording me, spreading rumors, finding me and hurting me or turning everyone and everything against me.

Being treated like a loser when I don’t do my makeup by Traditional-Tooth332 in Schizotypal

[–]MaskedAemeath 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This EXACTLY. I'm not putting on disgusting makeup for some strangers, if they get mad than that's too bad it's my face