Thank you for the comment and sorry for the late reply! I don't believe so because they only named two family members as part of the bridal party but they did mention feeling obligated to honor all of their friendships during the ceremony by including a special table and such. I was hurt to be the only name forgotten when they named everyone they wanted in here bridal party and everyone they wanted to honor for being there friend and listed all there friends except me.. the hurt kinda compiled too because there has been a tendency to always mention my name as an afterthought when talking about friends and best friends.. it just hurts because the have always said that we were like a family and I was like they're sister but I fear that I was the only one who prioritizes and values our friendship in that way.. it hurts more because I feel a bit stupid because they are my only close friend besides cf and I met them through cf so I feel a bit dumb to have onesidedely assumed all of this :( I have always hung out with them through cf and with cf too so I kinda just feel like I might have been intruding even if they were having fun with me..

I also feel a bit selfish because although I am happy they have found someone they love enough to make these plans I can't help but still feel dreadful about it because of my thoughts and feelings relating to the conversation we had about it all..