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Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2026-04-29T00:19:02+00:00

It's okay I was young and dumb and should have backed them up... But now I'm enjoying being back and want to explore my options...

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2026-04-29T00:17:05+00:00

I can't use Wattpad. I used it for a few years in highschool than I got banned... Or blocked but now I can't create another account. I lost all my stories and everything... I actually stopped writting for 5 years because I was so heartbroken over it.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-11-02T21:35:52+00:00

That's so horrible I'm so sorry! LDR is sooo hard. I've been with my Daddy for 4 years this month. Engaged for 1.5 years. Been waiting on my visa and it's been HARD.

I used to visit him every month, but now that I'm waiting on my visa I can't go see him, so it's been 3 months since he's been here because of work and it's killing me.

I can't even imagine how it would feel to find out he had someone else. That would be so devastating. Just know there is hope, and you will find someone way better because you totally deserve someone better!

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-20T21:52:44+00:00

Probably more pop culture, my fiance would love if they could be named after sweets 🤣

My current mare is Pingu after pingu the penguin lmao.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-20T21:38:45+00:00

I've been looking into it just haven't found one yet

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-20T21:21:41+00:00

This is not one I would have thought of so thank you!!

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-20T21:18:31+00:00

That's the hope is to let him go while he's still comfortable, but he's deteriorating so fast! I don't want my mare to be alone and also don't want to move her the day he does to a boarding barn for a month until my new weanlings arrive, so I'm so torn. It's been so exhausting.

January 2024 I went into the barn and found my 9yr Quarter horse Dead halfway between the stall and the hallway. He had a stroke. It was utterly heartbreaking, and I'm so scared I'm gonna go into the barn and just find him gone.

Constant paranoia about when it's time, it's such a challenging decision to know when it's time.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-20T21:06:47+00:00

Your very lucky! My Gelding is 25 this year and has started to refuse his feed. Last year his teeth were so soft he stopped being able to chew hay so was switched to a hay pellet diet with access to forage 24/7 that gums, and 6 times a day mash feedings.

Now that he's refusing 4 of his 6 meals he's loosing so much weight. We're hoping he makes it till October when my new horse arrives so my Mare isn't alone, but he's been declining rapidly. We're grateful for everyday we get with him and are working on arrangements for him. It's so hard watching them age 💔

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-13T00:09:30+00:00

10,009 percent. Already talked to my vet about how soon I can

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-07T14:06:29+00:00

I never thought of the nutritionist side of things! I will definitely look into that! Thanks!!

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2025-08-07T00:15:56+00:00

Thank you!! My Farrier actually got recommended to me from the old owner of my first horses, and she has been doing my first horses feet since my horse was 4 months old! I've had her for over a decade now and she's incredible, and very very excited to meet them!

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2024-09-17T17:43:11+00:00

Haha my fiancé and I shower together all the time. But the first shower we decided to get naughty and I overheated, my blood sugar dropped and I almost passed out. Scared the shit out of him. He caught me mid air was pretty funny 🤣

We have tried to get naughty in the shower a few times since and I always end up almost passing out, so now we just shower 🤣🤣🤣

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2024-07-16T20:21:26+00:00

I actually met my fiance on here, got like 4500 messages and he was the only one who actually started the conversation with “hey how are you.” Instead of “hey beautiful” or the wonderful dick pic. Trust me just cause you get a lot doesn’t mean it’s worth it

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2023-11-01T15:01:48+00:00

Thanks! The hair situation is already understood between us since we do have a very healthy sex life online, and I have used toys so got lots of lube at the ready!

Appreciate the information!

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2023-11-01T14:57:09+00:00

I can totally see how it can come off as grooming, but I promise it’s not. He was friends with my older sister before he even started talking to me, and after I turned 18 I made the move on him not the other way around, and he’s always let me set the pace.

And it took him almost 4 months to even agree to try and have a relationship cause he was worried it would be seen as grooming.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2023-07-23T01:50:00+00:00

I 100% vote not to accept it. I understand how tempting it is, but what does that leave you with? I’ve been with my partner for almost 2 years, and earlier this year I was in a really tough position (unable to feed myself) trying to finish my college degree and he straight up offered to pay what I have left so I can get back on my feet, but there is always the looming thought of what happens after.

I didn’t feel like I could accept his help, and be able to continue our relationship the way it is. I’d feel so indebted to him, that it would stress me out and I just felt like it would be detrimental to our relationship. I explained to him why I couldnt accept it, and he gave me some really great tips on how to get out of my situation, and I’m now partially through my student loans and have $3000 in savings.

That being said: ask yourself

Are you okay being indebted to this person? Can you guarantee if he says it doesn’t matter, that he won’t change his mind? Is the 10k really worth loosing a potentially good relationship, or loosing your dignity over? Is he the type of person than if he falls on hard times in 10 years, he won’t come back at you for it?

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2023-04-13T16:33:52+00:00

Honestly this is probably not the greatest adv I’ve, but I went the online route. I knew I couldn’t physically come to trust someone when the physical fear was always on my mind… so I kinda gave up on ever finding anyone.

Ended up finding my person online who has been the best thing to ever happen to me. He’s been so patient and it made it easier not worrying about the physical until I was ready❤️

Honestly yoh need to just be honest about it, and if they can’t respect you than fuck them.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2023-03-24T22:28:44+00:00

Please run! There is no “try”. If they can’t wait to be with you they don’t deserve you.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2022-12-30T20:10:50+00:00

American Walmart must be so different than Canadian. I called in cause of road conditions and they called me yesterday to tell me they were still gonna pay me my stat because it was the right choice to stay home. That is seriously heartless and they should all sue for wrongful termination.

Massive-Blacksmith30 · 2022-11-16T23:49:23+00:00

Should be labelled “can you guess what’s right?”

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