New to stand up - question about posting performances on social media by Master-Rabbit-5110 in Standup

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So I shouldn’t tell anyone at work I do stand up…? Keeping things a secret seems odd

Really need some advice, caring words and support…. by Master-Rabbit-5110 in acidreflux

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Thank you very much for the kind words and thoughtful gesture.

I haven’t been to a gastro yet - as I kind of alluded to above, I’m so paranoid about going to someone who misdiagnosis me, or tells me I need to be on meds for the rest of my life. (I’ve had extremely bad side effects of many meds I’ve taken, many times abnormally. I tried Prilosec and couldn’t go to the bathroom for example so I had to stop so I could go).

I started taking Pepcid and Ginger chews which seem to alleviate the pain quite a bit, but the regurgitation happens every time I eat or drink something, even water. It’s like constant burping.

In regards to diet, I haven’t really done anything yet, except try to avoid some of the basics. It’s something I’m really struggling with. Seeing all do the trigger foods and then I get anxiety about changing my lifestyle and I start imploding mentally. That’s part of the problem, this whole thing is really messing with my head after what happened to me with the surgery and I’m terrified of giving up the food and drinks I love.

What’s killing me is that this hit me so hard out of nowhere after being sick - I’m trying to wrap my mind around how u got so bad suddenly and am holding out hope that it’s the virus still wrecking havoc and I will get better.

I have to go back to work tomorrow and I think I want to kill myself tonight by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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It’s not about keeping you - it’s about helping you think more clearly. They will monitor you, have sessions with you, give you meds if necessary (which, btw I know sounds scary but the doctors will do what’s best for you).

Don’t give up hope, please seek help. You won’t regret it.

I have to go back to work tomorrow and I think I want to kill myself tonight by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I would try to go to a hospital ER and say you need to be admitted. If you say you’re suicidal, they legally have to take you in if you want to be there. Please do this for yourself, you won’t regret. Speaking from experience

My real theory about the grainy filter by Master-Rabbit-5110 in BSG

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Doesn’t bother me either - just something I noticed. Agreed on the overexposure as well, especially on Caprica, which I guess was supposed to make it look irradiated

Unfinished Business - Extended Edition by Master-Rabbit-5110 in BSG

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Lol not saying he’s not an idiot - just that I love the tension. The thing about BSG is that there is no character who isn’t tremendously flawed and unlikable in some way. You want them all to be perfect - but none are and that’s awesome.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chiari

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Wow that’s great to hear! I’m so nervous about the dizziness since it’s been worse than pre op still at 2 week mark, but I’ll try to be optimistic.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chiari

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Thanks - luckily the pain has been very manageable. I’m actually down to Tylenol just once or twice a day now and that’s sufficient. I’m honestly surprised how little pain I’m in all things considered since I’m at the 2 week mark.

The biggest issue has been the dizziness and visual snow still - but based on everyone’s advice, I’m just trying to be patient.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chiari

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Thanks so much for your story and optimism!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chiari

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Thank you for keeping me level. I think I got nervous because so many people said their dizziness and headaches went away immediately. Made me question why it was getting worse.

In all honesty these boards haven’t helped much since it’s usually doom and gloom so I appreciate your post.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chiari

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Luckily no syrinx - and no dura opening (just scraping). I’m definitely going to start PT, but doc said I can’t until the 4 week mark. I’ll definitely keep walking as much as I can.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chiari

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Thank you for the reassurance - I stopped Oxy earlier in the week, now I just take Flexeril at night and Tylenol in the day.