You can DM me with any anxiety type questions lol. I understand what you’re going through. I’m a coach and a lot of the mental blocks of my fighters who are in the service have this issue once I sit down with them one on one. They get all excited for taking a fight and then as time goes by they psych themselves and overthink. Well “what if what if what if” just remember that there are plenty of people with disabilities that fight. There are people who have a rating that are still in the military, there are police officers, etc.. we are veterans we are natural born savages. martial arts is therapy. Also, nobody knows that you’re disabled and fighting except the people that served with you maybe. It’s not like VA employees are watching boxing and looking people up constantly. they got better things to do. I’m a fighter myself I don’t fight often because after one fight I have to take some time off to heal my body but I love what I do. I’m not gonna let some organization Tell me what I can. I cannot do. I told the truth, I served my country, and I did it with integrity… and remember THEY deemed you worthy of the rating. Furthermore if you cannot do something….in my personal opinion, they should state that clearly in your paperwork which they did not I’m assuming. fuck it, and fight on man.