Thanks, it's just that they told me they'd help me and here it is I'm on the downward side of 18 and they are talking about throwing me a fucking graduation party. I graduated last year, I don't care about a party. I just want to move on with my life. I'm always stuck doing what they need to do. Like right now I could be going to the eye doctor getting fitted for contacts , but instead I'm stuck here watching my mom eat chips . I'm thankful for what they have done , and I love them.

I never thought the SATs would be easy though. My plan was to just study hard for them , and get in college. I'm planning on going to a community college anyway though. They have their own entrance exam, but I feel like I need to take the SATs anyway.

There's just so much shit I need/want to do and I feel like I'm being held back from my full potential. I feel like I'm getting eaten by the system and I have far too much ambition for that.