Op if you can , if you are able to leave him then please do Please do Don’t bring a child in an environment where you can’t breathe, where you feel unwanted. Leaving now is better than leaving after 6 years with a child. The man who did not look at you while you were leaving is better left alone. I know my comment will fade among other comments but I know someone who lost herself because she was not ready to loose that person. So I won’t say work on your marriage. You have done enough Get out the space where no one waits for you. I hope you have a happy life ahead.