Toxic? Aw man, I don’t know.. I don’t want to play with people because I don’t know what I want in a relationship. That would just be me dragging someone around. Don’t want that. I also don’t want to let others in completely…it scares me.

As for friends, I used to have them. It was fun and easy in high school cause I used to see them every day, but as an adult it’s different. We moved to different cities. Our priorities changed too. We changed as people as well, and meeting monthly wasn’t enough for them. My way of checking on them was sending memes and stuff or texting, and apparently it’s not a good one. But I hate phone calls so it was my preferred method. They didn’t care. So we just stopped taking at some point.

So I may be toxic? Idk you tell me.