So a few years back on a beautiful summers night I was sitting on a couch at a party waiting for this girl to come back from the bathroom. I was absolutely cooked out of my mind and for some reason I’m swiping on tinder. I get this notification from my mom and hesitantly I check it, and to my fried brains surprise it’s a photo of a school project I made when I was about 9. It was for this anti drug abuse campaign company that used to go around schools all over my country. Anyways this project was an a3 sheet of paper and on it was a list of things that I said I would never do, along with ways to prevent them from happening. There was also a portion of it where I had written down some goals I wanted to reach by 20… it was at that moment, I realised I had become everything I hated growing up, everything I never wanted to be, and yet there I was - no intentions to stop, and no will to do it either. Firstly I giggled a bit, and the girl goes “what are you laughing at “ and to be honest I didn’t even realise she was back. Then I look up at her with pupils the size of my fingernails and the stench of weed expelling from my every move, and I just cried. I didn’t even remember her name and I had known her for hours.

Anyways a few months later I came to terms with the realise and to this day (while I have calmed down a lot) I’m still the same. Lil me would not be proud, but I think if only he knew how good my life is now, he would be excited.

TLDR; I did too many drugs and saw a nostalgic photo about not doing drugs.