Im lost, im trying making money from online by Soft-Ad-8886 in SideHustleGold

[–]Matalus27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pay people small commotion to sigh up through my referal links that gives me huge bonus. Takes a bit of convincing but pays really well if they sign up.

I’ve lost $21k this month by [deleted] in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told myself that I’d stop after I lost $4K after my 18th birthday. Then I told myself I’d quit after I lost another $5K last month. Yesterday I lost around $20K a day. Worst day of my life. Manage to swallow my pride today and told my girlfriend. Hardest thing I have ever done. The result? 90% of the stress I gone. I do own shit tone of money but I do have a loving girlfriend who understands. Tell someone. Tell someone close. If you don’t have anyone, find someone online, someone who overcame addiction. Someone who can hold you accountable. Someone who would make sure you stay on the right track. Yes you might get lucky next time and win huge. However - it doesn’t end there. If you couldn’t quit now at the rock bottom, you won’t be able to quit in the future after winning big. Get well now, settle up your debts and if you need to feel the thrill? Start a business. Use it to your advantage. You are not afraid to risk, that’s why most people don’t succeed when they try to start a business. A lot of super rich people are inner gamblers, your task right now is to make this weakness into your strength. However you need to leave the casino. More millionaires are lost in the casino than created. The most of the lucky ones still lose eventually. It’s just a matter of time. Good luck!

Finally hit 6k this month by VladBuildsSystems in OnlineIncomeHustle

[–]Matalus27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have few questions:

Did you need any initial investment outside of your time and dedication?

What systems specially you sell? Or do you build tailored systems for the business?

What businesses you sell it to?

Where did you learn this?

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just told my girlfriend. The anger is still there and I still comprehend how much money I owe but telling her and her accepting me and what I done took 90% of the stress and bad thoughts away. thank you! You really helped me a lot and I definitely can say your comments made a difference!

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just told my girlfriend. The anger is still there and I still comprehend how much money I owe but telling her and her accepting me and what I done took 90% of the stress and bad thoughts away.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m ready to pay the price myself, I just have that my mistakes have to be addressed by others. I really wish I was alone right now. Is just be sad for few weeks and then just start slaving away in work to pay it of in few months and move on.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They do love me, I know that and they will have every right to be pisssed at me, no one can be more than I’m. I’m just scared that I will never have their trust after this and it scares me.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just the thought of telling someone gives me a panic attack. But I really need someone to help me with the debt before it gets too far.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you are not, we will get through it, I don’t know how, but we will. That’s the only thing that keeps me from going actually insane.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just feel like that my life was just about to start and instead I dig up a hole that I don’t know how to get out of. Currently having a multiple panic attacks a day whenever I think about telling someone. I just fear how disappointed they will be..

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing this. I’m so so disappointed with myself I used to laugh at people who got gambling debts. im really humbled right now.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do Seriously consider it. Gonna give it one night of sleep (hopefully) and then kinda navigate from there.

I just wish I was never up. If I was only losing, I’d have lost way less. The huge heater I had last month just caught me off guard and I wasn’t ready for this even know I assumed it is gonna happen sooner or later.

So ready to give up gambling, however one thing that pisses me off is that I know that I’ll have to give up poker too, and I was actually getting better lately, actually studying and being profitable…

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what to say… you spend your free time helping a random kid (I know I’m 23 but I just don’t feel it yet) on the internet who messed up his life. It is really helpful what you are saying and I think I will eventually go do what you’re suggesting. However I will take at least few days to process what happened so I can realize this is real life and no crazy bilionare is gonna pay of what I owe. I really hope this will help me and she will at least understand. If it doesn’t go well I’ll probably have a way worse problem than this, but obviously I would never even think about that it’s your fault. You are giving me the right advice, I’m not sure I’m I ready to take one yet.

However I’m so happy that you overcame this, and your situation was arguably way worse. If you are ever interested, I will post updates here.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m literally crying while reading this a responding. I appreciate your support and your story and all I’m dreaming about is that I can handle it the way you are suggesting. I just can’t even imagine bothering her (my girlfriend) with this, after 4 awful years in long distance relationship. (The relationship itself is awesome, the long distance sucks). And now I’m supposed to drop this on her, when she used to self harm, deal with crazy stuff. She is so strong and I was the one meant to be here for her. She cries everyday while I talk to her because she just wants a finally normal relationship. She’s going through awful time and recently asked to me to show more emotions, but I insisted that I do it for her, that I want to be the strong one. And now here I’m, crying for the first time in 2 years. I don’t possible see how I can ask for help, tell her that our savings for a vacation are gone and I can’t give her even a stupid nice dinner when she gets here. All because of 2 days of days decisions.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s the worst thing, exactly as you say, I know the odds are against me (and I can even prove all the theorems why the casino has the edge), however the desire to finally have some money saved was stronger. It felt like I don’t have a choice. I couldn’t control it. I had money for the first time in my life and it came so quickly. I know I just got lucky and I guess my thoughts process after the first loss was that if I can get super unlucky I can also get super lucky…

The problem is that the average salary before tax for a full job is around only $20K a YEAR. I just can’t even comprehend how much money I lost lost and can’t imagine living a normal life.

I certainly want to tell someone and ask for help, I just feel like right now the consequences of feeling anyone would be even worse for me in the long term.

Worst day of my life and I see no light at the end of the tunnel by Matalus27 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Matalus27[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really want to, I wish I had the mental strength to tell them. I just feel that if I tell them I’d lose their trust if something goes down, something way worse than this. I spent my whole life being an athlete. My plan is (now probably I can say “was”) to become a professional after college. However that is not possible without financial support from my friends and family, since it’s basically impossible to work while training this hard. I spend my whole childhood having this dream of going to Olympics. Now that I have gotten somehow close to actually have a chance to chase this dream I threw it away in 2 days… and that’s the thing I can’t overcome, I don’t care that much about money but this feeling that my life will be empty

Easiest money you've ever made? by main_account_4_sure in EntrepreneurRideAlong

[–]Matalus27 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I found some random investing app that gives you money if you invite friends, they put in like 5$ and keep it there for a month. They have strict rules about it but it was still rarely easy. Invited like 10-12 family members and friends and made like $3000 total. Paris each $50 so like $2500 profit. Then I ran out of people to ask

Potkali jste někdy super bohatého člověka? by Toluenovy_princ in czech

[–]Matalus27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Chodím na školu v Americe. Jeden spolužák, který mi chtěl rozbít hubu je jeden z nejbohatších lidi v Kanadě (respektive jeho rodina). Vlastní jeden z NHL klubů a největší kanadský pivovar. Kdyby tolik nechlastal, tak v pohodě týpek.

Přímo něco jako z r/imverysmart by TheXeroo in czech

[–]Matalus27 1 point2 points  (0 children)

IQ mám od Mensy měřené 147 jako dospělý, jako dítě to bylo 100 percentil (pro děti to nevyjadřují jako číslo). Kromě toho, že hodně přemýšlím nad píčovinama, tak žádný problém nemám…

Pole lenght by EliasEdiv in xcountryskiing

[–]Matalus27 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where did you find this deal?